To Be Successful, Aim For The Sky.

Weekends are fun!

2011-04-22T10:45:00.002+08:00

Have been teaching swimming during weekends, and I'm enjoying it!
I do teach small children, and they made my day!
Anyone interested in learning, please do let me know okay? We do conduct adult classes too!

Upside down

2010-09-25T15:00:00.001+08:00

One meal for me a day is more than enough. If I had told you that I'm not hungry and would not like to eat, do not force me yeah. Eating sometimes just make me wanna puke, Gosh! What has happened to me? I really have no idea at all.

I'm old in the body!

2010-08-31T20:23:00.002+08:00

I'm just a 20 years old girl, and I do feel that I'm having the body of a 30 years old woman, my whole body is aching like crazy nowadays. I think I need a massage like seriously! Perhaps my whole body is really tired with the hectic schedules of my life recently, I think I have not taken a good real break or rest for the past 2 years plus, because my course do not permit me to take a good long rest!

I'm now feeling so jealous of those friends of mine that have so long break, like 3 months break, that they can enjoy until the maximum, and when I only have 'ehem ehem...' pathetic 2 weeks break in the interval of 6 months once?
Shit, I promised not to grumble and complain anymore, I'm just too tired, and I need to vomit everything out on my blog okay? I'm just an ordinary human.

I wish and hope and wish and hope that I can have a good vacation or getaway or maybe a small break, so that I can feel the 'peaceful-ness' , while trying my best to get away from the hectic city with the hectic life that I have.

I want to go the beach and relax myself like there's no tomorrow to worry about, or perhaps somewhere nearby where I can breathe in fresh cool air. Yeah!

Days that are tough are not to be mentioned please.

2010-08-30T10:32:00.003+08:00

Yesh, as you can see from the title above, my days are becoming more challenging, by the way, 'challenging' is the right word to use right?, and not torturing right?
I need a positive mind now, to encourage me in my next papers, without the motivation, I have no idea what will happen to me.

Dear friends, if I have neglected you guys, sorry yeah!
Please understand me as I have so little time with so much of materials to study for my finals.
Yeah, I'm now preparing for my MOCK and my finals, you guys must be saying preparing so early, and I'm a 'kiasu' right? haha....I would rather prepare early for my exam than preparing it last minute! I cannot take last minute stress and pressure, I shall spread out the stress and pressure during the early period of the semester!

Okay, I'm still waiting for my Nokia E5 lah, hopefully one of these days, it will drop down from heaven right? hahahaha....I'm day-dreaming lolx. and and and my Katy Perry 'Teenage Dream' album, that has candy-like scent on the CD, OMG! just imagine me smelling the CD all the time, hahahaha....kind of horny lah.

Moments to be happy!

2010-08-24T22:47:00.004+08:00

Look at the picture, and say I need it...hahahaha...

I'm super glad and thankful that I have made through the 3 papers that I took for my finals, last semester! Thank God for being so kind to me, and answered all my 3 prayers...

To treat myself for the achievement, I have decided to buy myself a new handphone, haha....would like to get the Nokia E5, it's a new model, although mum is like 'why do u need a new handphone ah?, ur handphone is usable right?' , and I was like, ya, but then I want to treat myself, so I will work harder, a motivation lolx.'..hahahaha...

Me.

2010-06-04T15:56:00.006+08:00

Although I'm now super tired that I can feel that my body is super weak, studying for my finals!......,

So, it will be very kind enough for the time to stop for a moment, so that I can breathe some 'relax air'.....then continue studying again!

...but once thing for sure!! I will never never never ever give up in my life!...because we live in this earth to make sure that we did our very best in everything, so that we will not regret later on....RIGHT DEAREST FRIENDS?
So, everybody let's work hard and smart and the most important thing-->we must always believe in ourself no matter what happen in life, to achieve our goals yeah!

Running out of time...

2010-05-25T11:21:00.002+08:00

Finals is in two weeks time and I'm still here blogging, perhaps this post will be my last post, I shall resume blogging after my finals.
I can feel the pressure and the stress, it's just so 'I don't know how to describe' lolx.
I promise myself that I will study 24/7 yeah!
Lock myself in my room and never see the outside world, I will do that until my finals are over, because I admit that I'm so desperate for a pass or even scoring high marks for every papers!
Desperation, self-discipline and believing in yourself are the main motivation factors towards success people!

There's another thing, other than my studies that are still bugging me, I just don't understand 'some' friends nowadays, they are just super weird. I shall not care so much though, because I really cannot read their mind, I'm not a superwoman okay, I'm just an ordinary human living on this Earth.
To who that may concern and also the person that will never ever get the chance to read this post, I will forgive you if YOU are really sincere in asking for a forgiveness, because everybody is given a chance to be forgiven for their mistake, at least once!...but you made me angry and disappointed twice, how?
Can you imagine when you have respect and think that the person is really a good friend at the highest level of ratings that cannot be rated anymore, and in just a few seconds, everything came crashing down like nobody business, it is just like something that fell from 10 feet high, that feeling is just so disappointed, do you know that?

Another thing that is just so important in life. To build a trust and faith in a person just take so much effort and time, but a painful incident is enough to lose the trust and faith that you have build in that person.

Life should always be like this...

2010-05-17T15:15:00.002+08:00

Always enjoy life, no matter how hard it seems!

When life give you a thousand reasons to cry. Show the world that…

You have million reasons to SMILE!!!

Fed up and I'm super upset+angry!

2010-05-02T22:38:00.005+08:00

I'm super upset and angry, my tolerance level has already reached the maximum level that I can tolerate no more, this is just so ridiculous, nobody can ever tolerate this in life!

To someone that he will never read this, if you don't feel like fetching me, just tell me straight in my face, why must you do some stupid+irritating+ridiculous thing to shoot up my temperature? If you had tell me properly, I will still accept it and treat everything just like normal, but now, I just cannot treat you like any normal friend. I just hate everything right now about you, why a friend like you can turn into a creature in a few months?

Once upon a time, you are almost a perfect person that I respect as a friend, now I don't even give a damn about you! Trying to recall, this is the 2nd time you had actually made me that angry! I know I don't have the right to get angry at you, but then I'm just a normal human, I do have feelings okay! I don't like being played out by somebody that I used to call them friend! It really hurt, I don't even know am I supposed to be sad or angry at this moment!

Okay, I really have enough of all these craps, I want to study until crazy and forget about everything, because being busy really helps me alot right now!
I need to graduate and earn big bucks, most importantly I must defeat those that played me out in everything, perhaps I must be their superior next time, then only I will satisfied!

Yay!

2010-04-07T21:31:00.004+08:00

Finally, I'm really happy with what I'm currently doing!
After all, ACCA is not that tough though. Although many people said that ACCA is a killer course, I don't think so though, because I'm in love with that course, not to say that I'm crazy, but then I do have the passion now. I felt that this course is really interesting right now.
There's time when it's hard, but when you try to like what you are doing, everything will be amazing! Seriously!
Try to connect what you are learning to real life, then everything will be much more easier!
I do feel more motivated to study nowadays...haha..

My days.

2010-03-10T21:20:00.003+08:00

Recently, I'm super busy with my life...precisely I'm actually studying like a crazy woman, I said so, because I don't do that during my last semester. This semester is like I'm chasing after a bullet train, trying to get everything done, with what I'm supposed to do, before it is piled up like a mountain.
My weekdays are just totally insane. Going to college for lectures, then taking public transport back home, then revise at night again. I just need to withstand the pressure, I only need another one and half year, and I'm done!
I'm getting my degree this June!
Time really flies and I don't even have the time to look back sometimes!

What make things worse is that taking public buses and KTM back home are just totally insane, I can actually die because of tiredness! Seriously! WTB! (What the barbeque)

I need a gift to reward myself please!
I want a GUESS watch and a new Nokia handphone, KILL ME please!

Huge Ang Pau!

2010-02-22T23:51:00.003+08:00

OMG!
I freaking passed all my papers that I took last semester!
I'm super super happy, because all my hard work are all paid back, I love you so much GOD!
I'm very thankful to GOD for helping me all this time, guiding me through the right path, I will work even more harder and smarter to make sure that I maintain what I have now, I promised!

This is the biggest 'Ang Pau' that I got this Chinese New Year!

Love Quotes

2010-02-10T19:38:00.002+08:00

1.) All love that has not friendship for its base,Is like a mansion built upon the sand.
2.) It is not a lack of love, but a lack of friendship that makes unhappy marriages.
3.) Love is blind, but marriage restores its sight.
4.) Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear.
5.) Love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into friend.
6.) It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most paintful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person how you feel.

Life Quotes

2010-02-10T19:29:00.002+08:00

1.) I love my past. I love my present. I'm not ashamed of what I've had, and I'm not sad because I have it no longer.
2.) You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when. You can only decide how you're going to live. Now.
3.) Study as if you were going to live forever; live as if you were going to die tomorrow.
4.) Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by its breathtaking moments.
5.) Where there is love there is life.
6.) Live your life and forget your age.
7.) Life is short, but there is always time enough for courtesy.
8.) In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.

My body is killing me!

2010-02-06T01:19:00.002+08:00

Gosh! This is the worst flu that I have before!
It's 1 a.m. and I cannot go to sleep, thanks and no thanks to the 'damn stupid' flu okay!
My nose is just like a running tap that is flowing non-stop, tell me how to sleep in this condition?
Maybe I should thank God, because I can actually use this time to study for my 'Progress Test' right?
Yeah, my brain cannot even funtion properly, how to focus on my revision right now?

Speaking of the worst thing, today I had around 9 hours of lectures, can you imagine how I managed my day trying to focus every seconds?
Feeling feverish and having flu the whole damn day okay!
Alot of effort is needed to stay focus during lectures, especially when I'm sick.

Hey Yong Yun Ming, I would like to wish you all the best in your upcoming undertakings yeah!
I will call you Dr. Yong when I see you next.
Take care in Australia yeah!

Good news and Bad news

2010-02-03T19:59:00.002+08:00

The good news is that I'm have already got him out of my mind, not even thinking about things that are related to him, I don't give a damn to him anymore!
Yeah, super happy can die!

The bad news is that I feel like I'm getting sick really soon. Gosh!
My first progress test and Chinese New Year are approaching, I want to be healthy.
*Vitamin C is needed*

I'm fine already.

2010-01-26T11:03:00.003+08:00

I'm not emo okay, I'm just so into that two songs below:
Friends, Lovers or Nothing,
All We Ever Do Is Say Goodbye.
By John Mayer.

I have other better things to do than being emo.

All We Ever Do Is Say Goodbye.

2010-01-26T10:54:00.003+08:00

All we ever do is say goodbye. (by John Mayer)

Just when I had you off my head
Your voice comes thrashing wildly through my quiet bed
You say you wanna try again
But I've tried everything but giving in

Why you wanna break my heart again
Why am I gonna let you try

When all we ever do is say goodbye
All we ever do is say goodbye
All we ever do is say goodbye
All we ever do is say goodbye

I bought a ticket on a plane
And by the time it landed you had gone again

I love you more than songs can say
But I can't keep running after yesterday
Why you wanna break my heart again
Why am I gonna let you try

When all we ever do is say goodbye
All we ever do is say goodbye
All we ever do is say goodbye
All we ever do is say goodbye

We say goodbye
We say goodbye
We say goodbye

All we ever do is say goodbye
All we ever do is say goodbye
All we ever do is say goodbye
All we ever do is say goodbye
All we ever do is say goodbye
(to fade..)

Friends, Lovers or Nothing.

2010-01-26T10:50:00.002+08:00

Friends, Lovers or Nothing. (by John Mayer)

Now that we are over
As the loving kind
We'll be dreaming ways
To keep the good alive
Only when we want is not
A compromise
Ill be pouring tears
Into your drying eyes
Friends, lovers, or nothing
There can only be one
Friends, lovers, or nothing
We'll never be the inbetween
So give it up
You whisper "Come on over"
Cause your two drinks in
But in the morning I will say
Good-bye again
Think we'll never fall into
The jealous game
The streets will flood
With blood of those who felt the same
Friends, lovers, or nothing
You see
There can only be one
Friends, lovers, or nothing
We'll never an inbetween
So give it up
Friends, lovers, or nothing
We can really only ever be one
Friends, lovers, or nothing
Don't you know
We'll never be the inbetween
So give it up
No we'll never the inbetween
So give it up

My precious weekend.

2010-01-24T16:47:00.003+08:00

I'm filled with tonnes of homework without fail, after every classes.
Weekend now is loaded with homework and lesser outings, sad.
Although I'm busy with homework, but then I still enjoy my tennis during the weekend!
And not forgetting swimming session during Sunday! Yay!

It's Monday again tomorrow, schedule for the week is starting from the beginning again.
Time flies.
January's ending and February is approaching, means RESULTS are going to be released really soon, I'm terrified people!

Love Quote.

2010-01-24T16:43:00.002+08:00

'3 words, 8 letters; say it, and i'm yours ♥ ♥ '
Guess what is the whole phrase huh?

Another love quote: ( I saw this from my friend's status updates)
In every girl's life there will always be three guys...the one she loves, the one she hates, and the one she can't get enough of...and at the end...they´re all the same guy. (This is so so True!)

Awkward eye contact.

2010-01-23T22:53:00.002+08:00

A picture to describe awkward eye contact. Haha.

No worries, when you are a little high.

2010-01-20T01:55:00.002+08:00

Finished my homework,
headed to the kitchen,
poured the Vodka,
drank it and I'm now High!

Precisely, I'm now super happy without worries and stress nor emo at all!
A good way to live without worries for a night.
Forget about everything, and start the day afresh tomorrow!

I love being in this way!

I'm quite done now.

2010-01-18T21:54:00.001+08:00

It's either a sad case or a super duper happy moment!
I'm quite done with him already, feelings are fading day by day... haha!
Cheers!

Tonnes.

2010-01-18T21:51:00.002+08:00

Tonnes of homework!
Doing my homework nowadays really test my patient!
I tried to attempt my questions so many freaking times and I cannot get the accurate answer!
Arrgh!!!!
Not to give up, because I do believe that the way to success, one must be patient and hardworking!

Marriage life before and after.

2010-01-17T23:30:00.001+08:00

Before marriage.
Darling here.. darling there...
After marriage.
Baling here... baling there..

Before marriage.
I die for you. . .
After marriage.
'You die, up to you.
'Lagi lama married.
You want to die? I help you!

Before marriage.
You go anywhere. . I follow you.
After marriage. .
You go anywhere. . up to you .
Lagi lama married.
I go anywhere, better go without you!!

Before wedding
you are my heart, you are my love'
After wedding'
you get on my nerves.

'Before wedding'
you are sweet and kind just like Cinderella
'After wedding'you are worse than godzila

'Before wedding
Roses are red, violets are blue.
Like it or not, I'm stuck with you
After wedding
Roses are dead, I am blue.
You get on my head, I will sue you

Before wedding
Every makan he brings you to Shangri-La
After wedding
You want to go, he says you wait-la

Before wedding
She looks like Anita Sarawak
After wedding
Don't know whether katak or biawak

What goes around, come around.

2010-01-12T23:57:00.002+08:00

Why must I suffer these type of uncertainties and dilemmas almost every 6 months once, it's just so unimaginable, how am I going to go through all these craps now!
I just can't forget about that issue every now and then, although I promised my fellow friends that I will forget about everything and start a new life in 2010.
I wanted to cry at times so badly, but then tears will not flow down no matter how hard I forced.

After all, everything must end well.
Hopefully.
Cheers, *smile* a forcefully smile is what I can offer right now.

Okay, to keep my mind from thinking about that issue right now is to start studying like crazy.
Hopefully I will not go insane.
*pray hard*

Angry and totally pissed off.

2010-01-11T19:12:00.002+08:00

Althought I'm quite angry and pissed off, but then I will try to calm down, because in a calm situation, I will not do things that will make me regret, just like ehem, slapping people straight on their face!
*breathe in breathe out*...trying to take in as much oxygen and calm down lolx.!

I want to hate him, but I can't, because I know that hating a peroson will make my life more miserable.
Fine, I don't give a damn anymore!
Back to study mode!

Engine is starting.

2010-01-09T11:51:00.002+08:00

My engine is getting warmer and it is starting to work a little bit on the slow pace during the first week of classes.
Gosh, I must make sure it is speeded up mend!
What the hell, this is only the first week of class and I'm already feeling the stress!
I can feel that a huge Tsunami is approaching me very soon, and I will make sure I survive the HUGE WAVE OF TSUNAMI!

Study! Study! Study!
I hate last minute, I will start studying right now as in tonight!
Trying to Nerd book and at the same time enjoy my life lolx!
Time management people!

OMG!

2010-01-06T19:10:00.003+08:00

I tempt Daniel and he tempted me too!
Shit!

I wanna be in Singapore right now!
Really OMG!
Singapore oh Singapore, why are you so small yet so efficient?
I love Singapore!

I'm done with 2009!

2010-01-01T18:55:00.004+08:00

Yes, it's 2010 and I'm now a new person with new resolutions and new goals to achieve!
Good news, I have already gave up on that fellow that causes me going up and down all the time! I'm now a more happy person, I promised!

New year with new goal to achieve, that is to pass all my ACCA papers!
I'm going to Singapore really soon after I finish my first few papers, because I would like to work there for exposure, then continue with my last few papers there or elsewhere!
I would like to stay there forever if I can do that!

Christmas in Singapore 2009. (Orchard Road)

2009-12-27T01:16:00.003+08:00

Firstly, I would like to announce that I'm a crazy person, because I freaking bought 5 pairs of flats from Singapore!
Other than that, I have also bought one Nike bottle, four Forever 21 tops, one Uniglo jeans, one Black Eyed Peas CD, two Cotton On tops, one Harrods black shinning bag, and and and my aunt gave me one LONGCHAMP handbag, one GUESS handbag and one CHARLES AND KEITH handbag! A Freaking big OMG! I have more handbags and shoes now! My obsessions are now fully-fulfilled! I'm super happy!

During Christmas eve, my god-brother brought me to Orchard Road for the countdown, super awesome mend! Snow war, and was fulled with foam on my hair!
Christmas and New Year Countdown in Singapore is a must try for everybody!

Although I'm so happy in Singapore with the shopping and Christmas celebration, but then there's a huge disappointment for me in Singapore, because what I have planned for one of the night lives in Singapore was totally ruined, it just went down the drain like that, disappointed! I just don't care anymore, whatever!

I just hope that my countdown this year will be awesome!
I'm going out with my best friend forever!
I miss her so much!

Pictures took in Cameron Highland.

2009-12-19T01:12:00.062+08:00

Cameron Highland Family Trip.

2009-12-19T01:07:00.002+08:00

Well, I'm back from Cameron Highland!
Went to Cameron Highland with my aunt's family members, grandma and mum!
We stayed at this private bunglow called Cluny Lodge, this place is super awesome!
The temperature for the 4 days and 3 nights were maintained around 13 degress celcius, it was super-duper cold!
I love the weather there, I would like stay there for at least one month, although it will be bored after some time.
It is just so relaxing there!

Perfect Getaway Vacation.

2009-12-15T07:04:00.002+08:00

I'm getting away from this hectic city to a place that I will relax my mind and sleep all day long!
Yes, I going to be a pig for a few days...haha....

Dear friends, I will not be able to update my blog for the next two weeks, I will be back before year 2009 ends.
To all the dear darling who I have promised to celebrate my New Year with, I will try to make it back before New Year eve yeah! I have made this promise, I will fulfill it, no worries!
To all the darling friends that I have promised that I will go for trips and play tennis with you guys, I will certainly meet you guys next year, 2010. I'm missing you guys like crazy, *muaxxx*.
To all the college mates, that I have promised you guys that I will go for trips with you guys after promising you guys for so many times and I did not fulfill it, I will pay back those promises right before our new semester starts yeah! Love you guys to the maximum.
To all the dear friends that I go out for 'yum cha' sessions all the time, sorry for not going out with you guys when I'm having my finals yeah. Will try my best to accomodate my time after my perfect getaway vacation.

I will be missing all of you when I'm away!
Loves.

Getaway to a place far far away.

2009-12-13T17:51:00.003+08:00

My passport for my getaway vacation!!!!!

Yes!

I getting away to a place far far away! Actually not that far, just exaggerating lolx.

Tomorrow I'm having my last paper for my finals, and then I'm going somewhere, YEASSSH!!!!

Will be back before year 2009 ends yeah, promised to celebrate the new year with someone.

OMG!

Can you believe it? I'm in total relief after tomorrow 6.15pm. It's unimaginable mend!

God, I know that you will make my day tomorrow, stand by my side, I know I can attempt the costing questions tomorrow with confident!

Freedom is on my way!

2009-12-09T08:46:00.002+08:00

Yeassssh!!!!!!
I'm done with my first two papers for my finals, and I'm satisfied with what I have done, I'm wishing for the best now!
I'm left with one more paper, I must make sure that I'm satisfied with that paper too!, and no regrets at all!
So, hardwork is needed!

I promise myself that hardwork starts tonight, because I'm so gonna go out today!
Shopping weeeeeee!

I'm seeing Cameron Highland and Singapore waving at me already! Haha.....

Things to be done in December

2009-11-29T14:17:00.003+08:00

1.) One more week to finals, that will be on the 7th of December.
Finals end on the 14th of December.

2.) I will be going to Cameron Highland on the 15th of December, right after my finals!, with my aunt.Coming back on the 18th of December.

3.) Then I will be heading down to Singapore with my aunty on the 19th of December. I'm coming back on the.....haha, I don't even know when am I coming back! I need to go clubbing in Singapore, they are just superb! Zouk, Butter Factory and the best club of all, St. James, I'm coming!

4.) Countdown this year is a must! 2010, I will be meeting you soon!

Back to my revision, I miss you so much books! OMG! I cannot believe that I'm saying this!

Checklist, to be completed.

2009-11-20T23:21:00.004+08:00

Law- 80% done.
Tax- 80% done.
Performance Management- 20% done only.

I'm quite satisfied with myself for the past one week; I know I can do it no matter what happen!

Smokers! Pheewwww and so Yucky!!!!!!

2009-11-18T20:05:00.004+08:00

To all the smokers who cannot live without smoking!
How on Earth did you guys love smoking?
I'm not discriminating those who smokes okay!
I'm just wondering why people can spend their money on cigarettes to shorten their life?
Do not tell me that people who smokes do not know that smoking is really bad for their health?

Why am I so so so....(against) smoking?
The main reason is because my grandpa died because of smoking, my grandpa suffered from stroke, he do smoke from young!
The worse thing is that my mum suffered alot when my grandpa is sick, because my mum is the one that send my grandpa to the hospital whenever he is sicked.
I seriously see the tiredness in my mum, whenever she is rushing my grandpa to the hospital all the times!
What makes me so sad is that, my grandpa died without waiting for me, I can't even see him for the very last time, I misses him alot!
I don't even have the last chance to say goodbye to him nor talk to him at all!
Can I hate those people who smokes?

I have seen what my grandpa had gone through, and it is one of a hell!
People out there, please don't smoke okay?
You guys do not want to suffer all kind of illness right?
And most importantly, if you guys smoke, there will be pollution all over, it is so smelly that I hate it to the maximum!

These are the facts that explain why smoking is one of a hell:
The products that are most damaging are:
tar, a carcinogen (substance that causes cancer)
nicotine is addictive and increases cholesterol levels in your body
carbon monoxide reduces oxygen in the body
components of the gas and particulate phases cause chronic obstructive pulmonary disorder.

Research has shown that smoking reduces life expectancy by seven to eight years,
I'm sure you guys want to live longer right? especially if you have your love ones with you?

Sorry

2009-11-11T19:50:00.003+08:00

Dear friends,
sorry if I have made you guys so worried for the past few days,
it is the same old me, pressure and stress are all around me,
I'm just feeling very down,
I promise I'll be okay after a little while,
I hope so.

Just another sad day.

2009-11-10T19:47:00.002+08:00

Today was just another day that brought my mood to the lowest level, perhaps the worse day I have gone through after quite some time.
Firstly, I have felt that I'm having alot of doubts, uncertainties and stress right now!
Maximum level reached!
*tears flowing* down tonight.
I need to cry so badly tonight.

I'm not giving up on my studies, okay!, but then on the other issue that brings me hell of sadness, I'm giving up already, I just can't take it anymore!
I have been proven before that miracles and fate don't happen, so as for this time, I strongly keep on my word, miracles and fate don't exists!
Bye.
I need to cry now.

I need some air to breathe here.

2009-11-09T20:44:00.002+08:00

Indeed, some air is needed here for me to breathe, *suffocating*!
Partly is becasue of my finals, really feels like I'm chasing after a bullet train or perhaps a rocket? I need to cramp so much into my brain, in less than one month now!
I know I can do it no matter what happen, so work harder and smarter STEPHANIE TEW SIEW ANN!!!!! I do have faith and confident in myself!!!!! Yeah!!!!!
All my friends outside there, who are going to have their finals really soon or maybe having their finals right now, all the best yeah! Lets work our brain together to strive for success!

Apart from finals, I'm so so tired here, thinking about stupid stuffs that make me go 'cuckoo'! Arrgh! I swear that I do fell into the big black hole this time, and getting out of the hole is freaking hard this time, alot of effort is needed to climb out of the hole. I know I have gone too deep this time, and I'm not supposed to do that, my best friends advised me on the consequences of falling too deep and hurting myself at the very end, but I just can't help though.
Sometimes, I do feel like giving up and letting go, then maybe I can live better and concentrate on things which are more important?
To let go means I will not turn back again, because once I have made up my mind, that's it, I will not give the issue a second thought!., except if miracles do really happen, which it does not happen in this world.

Got to get back to real business, will update again the next time, have a nice day dear friends!

Love is Complicated

2009-11-05T16:01:00.002+08:00

"When you're in love with someone it inspires you and gives you hope. You have faith that even if you can't be with them on earth, that if God wills, you will be with them one day in heaven."

"No one falls in love by choice, it is by chance."
"No one stays in love by chance, it is by work."
"And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by choice."

"Take time to be sure, but be sure not to take too much time."
I have learned not to worry about love;
But to honor its coming with all my heart.

"A heartbreak isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling, and the most painful thing is that no one really hears it except yourself..."

Every time I think it's the end, I see you and I start to feel again...

Why is it that I must climb a hundred mountains to get you when all you need is a smile to get me?

The smallest word I know is 'I',
the sweetest word I know is 'love',
and the only thing that will remind me of that will be 'you'.

Love is when you look back on all the great memories and find out that the one you least expected to fall in love with turns out to be the greatest love of your life..”

Random

2009-11-01T00:07:00.001+08:00

Credit to somebody, found it somewhere.
Find this kinda cool!

Obsess!

2009-10-29T22:34:00.004+08:00

Malindi model.

Prima model.

Help me!

I need to get this, haha!

I have always love flats!

I'm still thinking what colour to get!

BMW Z4 sports and Porche Panamera

2009-10-28T01:31:00.013+08:00

Porche Panamera 2009 edition. (above pictures only)

BMW Z4 sports 2009 edition.

Kill me or just stranggle me, all I ever want now is the above high-standard posh high-end SPORTS CAR!

I will buy those type of cars one of these days!

Mark my words!

Mama Mia! I'm so Lovin' it!

2009-10-28T00:46:00.003+08:00

As you can see from the title of the post above, it was a super wonderful day that I had today!
Went out with the college mates today and we went skating and shopping!
OMG! Shopping!
The word is shopping, that will make my day no matter what happen okay!
I'm freaking obsess over shopping, I can actually die for it!
I'm not exaggerating okay, it's true!
After every exam, I will shop like nobody's business! Haha!
Erm, my friends told me that whenever I go in to any shop, I will actually buy something from there! I can't even believe this, because I do not realise! Haha!
Sorry cash, I can't resist my temptation and addiction! Haha!

Went skating, I fell twice!..but it was all worthwhile, because after the fall, I know how to skate already!
The first fall was like SHIT MEND! I fell on my side way, and I can fell that my bone is aching like Heaven knows how it hurt! I can feel that my bone is so so so so so painful, seems like there's blood cloth on my leg!
I'm going skating with the college mates again during the EDC/EFC periods! Yeah!
Addictive lolx!

Tomorrow will be my last day to enjoy before I cramp for my finals again that are scheduled this early December!
It's karaoke session with my sister Sam and Sabrina and and and my mum!
Haha, it's the family outing mend!
I'm Lovin' it again!
Oh Yeah!

Self-satisfaction!

2009-10-26T22:41:00.002+08:00

Today, although I have not finised doing what I'm supposed to do!
I mean revising according to the time table I have planned for myself!, but I'm kind of satisfied though!, because I have managed to finish a few chapters! Yay!

After revising, went for a jog at the stadium, I ran for 4.2km, tiring!
Then, headed to the club for my tennis, I only managed to stroke for half an hour though!
After sweating, I do feel really really great!
I'm Lovin' it!

Got to get back to study mode for 2 hours, right after updating this blog!
Will be heading to pyramid tomorrow to shop and skate! Yeah!
I need to buy something so I will feel satisfied and good after the Mock!
Shopping is the post Mock effect!
Yeah!

Post Mock Effect and Black Hole!

2009-10-23T18:05:00.003+08:00

Okay! Calm Down!
Insanity moment had just ended!
I'm now back to my normal routine of life for just 3 days, then it is back to study mode again!
I seriously need to buck up on many things, perhaps studying everyday for freaking many hours!
I just need to overcome these pressure and stress and do my best for the finals!

Mock's just ended, I'm now kind of relax, but I know that I cannot be carried away for the coming weeks!

Oh Ermmm Jeeeeee!!!! (OMG)
I'm now falling into the black hole deeper and deeper and deeper, day by day!
If you are wondering what the black hole, it is just some nonsence ridiculous issues!
I just don't know why I do let this incident happened again in my life, although I promised myself that I will not fall into any black hole again except if miracles and fate really happen!
The main reason is that maybe I do feel that I'm being treated so good, please don't treat me so good, because I know I will not get myself out of this situation if this continue!
OR maybe I'm just being super-duper-over sensitive, everybody is treated like what I have been treated.
For quite some time, I have not been treated so good already, that's why I'm feeling this way, and being sensitive right?
People, just tell me I'm just being over-sensitive please?, because I don't know how much of energy I do have to withstand this type of situation!
Arrrrrggggghhhhh! Help!!!!!!

Tennis and studying.

2009-10-17T14:52:00.002+08:00

Lately, I have been going for tennis quite often to de-stress!
When I get to hit the tennis ball with a 'pok' sound on my racquet, I feel super-satisfying can?
Sometimes, I feel like hitting the ball just for the feeling of taking revenge!

Mock is just around the corner, I'm super-duper stress until can die!
I need party after Mock, then after that continue studying for my finals!
I repeat it again, FINALS!

Everything will be fine,
being confident is what I can have and think right now.
Think Positive!
I can do it!

Stress up and Dilemma.

2009-10-14T19:04:00.002+08:00

OKAY!
I need to calm down and hope that everything will be fine!
I need to survive the Mock Exams next week, and I know I can do it for sure! *self-motivation*
This exam, I must make sure I make it, because I'm so so so so so desperate, I admit that can?
Although it is not the finals yet, but I must make sure I go through everything this round!
Hope that putting in all my effort and being confidence can lead me to the right path.
I have faith in myself!

On the other hand, I'm in deep shit, if I call that dilemma.
I'm now falling deeper and I'm not falling out anymore.
I don't even know what I want in my life sometimes, so pathetic!
Hopefully that everything will be fine soon.

I read my horoscope everyday, and sometimes it don't really look that good.
The worse thing is that I truly believe 100% in my horoscope.
It's OKAY, just let God decides!

Darlings Birthday!

2009-10-07T21:35:00.005+08:00

I would to wish both of my darlings Happie Bufday!

I love them so muchie!

My first darling is my little sister Sabrina and my second darling is my best best best friend Joyous Lau!

Joyous is pretty right?

Haha...bdw, she is available....

Oh Gosh! She is going to get me when she sees this here!

Fate Quotes

2009-10-05T11:37:00.000+08:00

“Fate only takes you so far, then it's up to you to make it happen.”

Fates Game.

2009-10-05T11:22:00.001+08:00

fate plays with me,
Day in and day out,
I never get what I want no matter how much I plee,
People say things will work but in my head it's an utter doubt,
I'm heart broke and beat down,
My tears take form but no life,
It's like my life is cursed and bound,
I feel like fate and I are in an uncompromising strife,
My emotions are tossed from left to right,
There is no outlet for my feelings,
Life to me is one big fright,
How I feel isn't fate's dealings,
I'm the one who should lead my life!
I'm the one who should determine what to do!
Freedom from fate's grip is what I thrive,
I thought I knew,
But I thought wrong that I determined my own living,
I'm not perfect but then again no one is true,
But fate can be so unforgiving,
I wish I could just get up and flee,
But I'm in a game,
A game that fate plays with me.

Random

2009-10-04T22:37:00.002+08:00

What I do for life right now is study study study!
Mock and finals are around the corner and I cannot afford to waste any time, I need to buck up on everything! Gosh!
Saying that I will not waste any of my time, and I'm here right now wasting my time updating my blog!
My blog is the only place that I can release my stress and my anger and also my freaking emotions! Damn it!

I have promised myself that I will finish 3 chapters of law by this week, and I'm freaking sure that I can do it for sure!..because I have already finished 2 chapters of them!
I have already enjoyed my fun times of the year, and it is the time to get on with my job of being a student mend!
I'm quite satisfied today, because I have already finished part of my tax homework, although the lecturer has instructed us to finish part of it only!..and I have freakingly finished almost all of them!
'Semangat Sial'...hopefully I will not have a mental breakdown after my finals! *touchwood*

A new day will start again tomorrow, and I'm going to set my own mission for the day!
I promised myself that I will have a new mission everyday, so that I will live my life to the fullest without wasting any precious moment of it!
'Gambateh Stephanie' *Self-motivation*!

C.A.T Graduation!

2009-10-03T23:47:00.019+08:00

Oh Yeah and Hurray!

Finally, I have already graduated from C.A.T (Certified Accounting Techinician), and currently prociding into ACCA!

Today as per the date of 03.10.2009, I went for my graduation ceremony at the Sunway Conversion Centre, I'm just only a techinician, told by my lecturer, I still have a very long way to go to be a professional accountant!

My main aim now is to pass every paper in one attempt, and I want an average score of 70 for all my papers that I'm going to attempt soon. I know this mission will not comes easy, but I will put in all my effort, so that I will not regret later on! I know that I can do it!

Confidence and self-believe are what I need; with the effort that I put in, I'm sure I will make it one day!

I would like to congrats all my fellow dear friends for graduating, and we shall work harder and smarter to achieve our dreams and most importantly, we will graduate during the same time, means in one attempt in every papers!

I know we can do it! All the best yeah!

Lastly, I would like to say a billion-millions thanks to my parents for being at my side during my hard time; without the support you guys have given me, I will not make it for the very first time in my life!

I will not let you guys down! I promise!

I would also like to say thanks to Uncle Boh Leng for being the photographer of the day for my graduation today!

I love the pictures alot, they are wonderful!

Calvin and Angela's Wedding.

2009-09-29T22:50:00.016+08:00

Last Friday as in 25/09/2009, my sister and me went for my god-brother's wedding in Singapore. As I'm one of the bridesmaids, so I need to wear pink for the morning ceremony.

I served my brother and sister-in-law tea during the tea ceremony and they gave me ang pow, haha.

During the night function, I wore a black tight fitting dress, so I cannot eat that much, aarrgh!

OMG! What I always think is eating!

The dinner was held at the Orchard Parade Hotel in Orchard Road!

Excited!

2009-09-23T22:50:00.002+08:00

Will be away for the weekend, so I will not be uploading my blog until next week.
If I have internet access and provided that I'm free, then I will be uploading the most happening event that is going to happen this weekend!
I'm so excited and I do feel happy for my brother!
Congratulations yeah!
Wish that Calvin and Angela will live Happily Ever After, just like the fairy tales ending.

Wondered why every fairy tales ending are so perfect, I just love it so much, can we humans have this type of perfect ending?
I always believe that we, as humans can create our own happy ending!
Fate and Miracles do play a big part!
OMG! What am I crapping here again! *faint*
Chaozzzz.
Beware Calvin bro.! I want big Red Packet, if not, you will not get a chance to get in the house!

Outing with college mates.

2009-09-21T11:07:00.015+08:00

I'm supposed to update this post last week, but then I'm so freaking busy.

So, people, here it goes!

Last week, I went out with my college mates for an amazing outing!

We went mall hopping, particularly to eat and eat and eat! Muahahaha.

Although we went for food hunting, but then we don't really eat alot, because we ordered food in small portion to share, then we can have varieties of food from different outlets of restaurant. Amazing right?

We went for food hunting at 'The Curve' and we went to IKEA for the amazing Meatballs, I repeated the super-duperly delicious Meatballs that I craved for all the times!

I'm kinda lazy to update more.

By the way, the pictures above are taken from Poh Lin camera. Compliments to her yeah!

Will update soon or next week, will not be around this weekend!

The next post will be my god-brother's wedding post!

Oh Yeah!

I'm so happy, because I'm Angela's bridesmaid and I have a make-up artist to apply make-up for me!....one more thing, I bought a freaking gorgeous high heels to go with my dresses during my god-brother's wedding!

Gorgeous high heels+Gorgeous dresses+Gorgeous make up= 100% satisfaction and my Happiness level=10/10

Got to finish my tax homework right now, bye!

Crazy me!

2009-09-16T22:55:00.001+08:00

Haha...I love to S.S.

Crazy me!

Whatever!

2009-09-13T12:27:00.003+08:00

From now onwards, I will not believe in Fate and Miracles anymore, go and die lah!
They don't exists at all! Whatever lah!
Wasting all my time and broke my heart like millions of times!

Waiting for things that will not happen at all is really torturing!
I think when Fate and Miracles really happen, I'm in the other world already!

Back to study mode, so I will not think of stupid things and waste my precious time!
Bye, I would like to hate my life, but I can't do it!
Arrgh!!!!! I need to go and shop again!
I need more money!

Sis's Bufday!

2009-09-13T12:12:00.013+08:00

Will update about the bufday party later on, let the pics do the talking first yeah!

LONGCHAMP.

2009-09-08T12:39:00.005+08:00

OMG!

I'm serioulsy in LOVE with this bag, because I have always wanted to get myself a Longchamp bag since ages ago!

I would like to say thanks to Aunty Ching for bringing this limited edition Longchamp bag all the way back from Paris for me! I'm super-duper happy!

I can afford this bag, because it did not cost that much!..compared to others that can slap me on the face!

By the way, this bag is a limited edition bag that you can only get it from Paris!, and also the bag will be discontinued to be produced after the bags are out of stocks! Hurray!
This bag is produced to celebrate the 120th years of Eiffel Tower!

I have always love Eiffel Tower and of course the Gondola in Venice!

First Hash Run

2009-09-08T10:07:00.002+08:00

Last Saturday, I went for Hash Run with my dad at Bukit Subang.
Started running around 5.30pm, the weather is super hot! can die!
I managed to finish the run and reached the finish point around 7.45pm, so freaking dark(the jungle), I cant really see my own fingers! Scary!

After the run, I'm allowed to take a can of 100 plus and two bottles of beer.
Okay, I drank everything and also one can of stout, and I got a little high after that, but I'm still okay, just feel that I'm floating!
The feeling is great!
I messaged my friend, and I dont even know what I have messaged until the next morning when I checked my handphone!

Will upload another post later on, about my new handbag!
I love that bag so much!
I can die for it, like seriously!

I love this song, the lyrics are meaningful!

2009-09-01T21:09:00.002+08:00

Falling For Your, by Colbie Caillat.

I don' t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ' til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I' m scared of what you' ll say
So I' m hiding what I' m feeling
But I' m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I' ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don' t know what to do
I think I' m fallin' for you
I' ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don' t know what to do
I think I' m fallin' for you
I' m fallin' for you

As I' m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It' s just you and me

I' m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I' m scared of what you' ll say
So I' m hiding what I' m feeling
But I' m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I' ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don' t know what to do
I think I' m fallin' for you
I' ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don' t know what to do
I think I' m fallin' for you
I' m fallin' for you

Oh I just can' t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I' ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don' t know what to do
I think I' m fallin' for you
I' ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don' t know what to do
I think I' m fallin' for you
I' m fallin' for you

I can' t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can' t hide it
I think I' m fallin' for you (x2)

I' m fallin' for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

I want Wedge Shoes!

2009-08-30T19:46:00.006+08:00

I want a wedge shoe...but then I'm prohibited from buying, because I bought alot of stuffs this month....*sob*

I'm aiming at one pair of wedge shoes, not included in the pictures above, will get it when I'm allowed..muahahahaha.

I fell in love with the wedge shoes now, Gosh!

Here comes again! Kill me!

Working hard is what I need to do now!

2009-08-29T20:20:00.002+08:00

I seriously need to work really really hard from now onwards, I need to pass all my three papers in my Fundamental Skills in ACCA for my PT2, MOCK and of course my Final Exam!
I promise myself that I will at least study or revise a chapter everyday!
I repeat EVERYDAY!
Hardworking huh?
Studying or revising a chapter of Law everyday is kinda torturing, but I know that I must accomplish this everyday mission to pass the freaking memory demanding paper!
I need more vitamin B please!

I'm so so not satisfied in my PT1 results, I feel like dying, seriously!
This is because, I know that I can do much more better than what I have achieved!
Remember? The sky is my limit, I will try my very very very best to achieve whatever I have wanted to achieve until the maximum limits!

Dilemma.

2009-08-29T20:05:00.002+08:00

How on Earth did I passed through the first session of Love Struck huh?
Am I really falling into that big hole, that really no matter what happen, I will not have a happy ending?
This is because, for my entire life until now, happy ending is just a crap okay! I always have miserable ending!
I do not believe in miracles anymore, because we as human must work hard and smart in our own way to have a Happy Ending for ourself!
I'm crapping here again, Shit!
Okay, the title above described everything that I'm going through again in less than few months, Damn It!!
Tell me this is just a plain crap or whatsoever that I'm going through again!
I believe that as time pass, I will forget about everything, because I know that we are not compatible and I believe that we don't have any FATE! Seriously!
Hard mission for me mend!
Gambateh! I can do it!

Happie Bufday Dear Angela!

2009-08-29T11:09:00.004+08:00

Happie Bufday dear god-sister-in-law!
I miss you so muchie!
We are going to meet up very soon yeah! I'm looking forward towards September! Haha.
Have a blast on your bufday yeah, tell me if Calvin did not give you a huge bufday blast yeah! Haha....Enjoy your day to the maximum yeah! Miss yeah!

Shogun 2!..ya again!

2009-08-24T19:53:00.004+08:00

Went to Shogun again! Yeah, the second time!
This time went to Shogun and eat like crazy again, this time, I have a try on everything!
I love the chocolate fondue!
The chocolate is so smooth!
My mum shaked her head, when she looked at the way I ate the chocolate!..hahaha....
I ate raw salmon and oyster too! Oh Yeah!
And I love the green tea cake and the moist chocolate cake, it is so smooth....just the right texture! I'm Lovin' it so much! Oh Yeah!

Dad bought a running shoe for me, because I have already graduated from CAT, Oh Yeah!
I'm Lovin' it!
And mum bought me Diva's accessories, I'm Lovin' it too! Oh Yeah!
And and and and and.....I bought myself a Nike jacket, muahahahaha...I super Love this so much! Can die.

Indeed Productive!

2009-08-22T23:27:00.002+08:00

Okay. Today is the most productive day I have gone through in my ACCA life!
Guess what?
I have already finished revising for my Law test schedule next week!
I can't even believe that me, Stephanie Tew Siew Ann can finished revising the subject Law for the upcoming test!
People, this must be a miracle right?
I do feel really super-duper amazing!..because I have done something that I must fulfill in my life!

By the way, about the post that I have posted earlier on, I have already fixed the problem and this make me more happy and satisfied.
I repeat, I'm damn freaking HAPPY now!
This is my no.100th post in this blog!
Happy reading people!

Need to complete my F6, Advance Taxation homework now, because I don't want to work last minute.
Last minute work really sucks to the maximum and it really torture me!
I have the enthusiasm to study and do my homework!
Oh Yeah! Happy!

Improvement.

2009-08-21T21:38:00.002+08:00

Yes! I have already improved!
In?
Recently I went to the gym to run on the treadmill, and I'm super happy because I can run for one hour without stopping on the treadmill!...and I burned 550 calorie! I'm super happy can.
I must accomplish my mission yeah!
In one month time!

Heart being stabbed.

2009-08-19T21:22:00.003+08:00

Do you ever feel before that you have been stabbed right middle in your heart before?
The feeling is really terrible, that words cannot be used to describe!
When I think of it again and again, tears will be rolling down from my face for sure..how can this ever happened?

I treated her like a real darling since so many years back, and now she is telling me that I don't really care about her...and she said that I treated her good, because I have an intention.
Please lah, I never treat anybody in my life good, just because I want to get something from them for my own use. I'm never like that before, I swear that I treat everybody equally good sincerely.
The worst thing is that I know her since she is a baby and now she is telling this type of things in a sudden, I can't accept this fact right now! I want to cry again. Help me. I can't control myself anymore.

I need to forget about everything and look at the bright side, because life still goes on although reality sucks!
Cheer up! Hopefully!

Not that satisfied after all.

2009-08-18T21:55:00.002+08:00

Okay. I'm not doing good here, because I felt that I can do much more better!
I did not put in much effort, so I did not see the results that I really dream of.
Okay, I did say it wrongly, not the results that I dream of, but it is actually the results that I must achieve in my life!

I'm feeling so unsatisfied, because some people can slack around and they still scored so high marks, while I'm the one here doing the job I'm supposed to do and I still did not score high marks!
It's sooooooooo unfair!!
I will put in all my effort from now onwards, right now! seriously!, if not, I'm afraid that I will regret later on.

Must spend more time on study than going out for entertainments already.
No more partying Stephanie!
Get serious!

Shogun

2009-08-17T22:14:00.007+08:00

Went Shogun to have a blast of food before checking my results for the day.

I purposely off my handphone before I went for Shogun, so that my friends will not interrupt me when I'm enjoying my superb lunch. haha.

I ate like crazy, seems like I have not eaten for a long time. haha.

I ate a lot of fresh Oysters can!...and they are heavenly! OMG!

After all the eating, shop for a while then headed back home to check my results..haha.

My heart was beating like...erm....superly fast, I thought I was going to have a heart attack mend! Okay, I'm exactly exaggerating here people...don't believe in me please!

I don't even dare to look at my own results mend, I asked my second sister to look at the monitor okay!

I'm so gladful and thankful to God, because I have passed with results that I don't even think I will achieve in my life.

I will work harder and smarter this time, so that I can pass every papers smoothly.

Then, it will be the time for sayonara, so sad.

I will be in many many many miles away in less than a year.

I don't want to leave this beautiful place, okay..I mean leaving my family members and friends behind.

I will miss them so much!

I'm happy!

2009-08-17T22:02:00.003+08:00

Okay. I passed all my last four papers in CAT!
I'm freaking happy can?
First of all, I must thank God, because with all the blessings from God, and I have made this far!
I'm very thankful!

Other than that, I would also like to thank my family members and also my friends for their support, without them I will never have these achievements!
Congrats to all my fellow friends, results do not mean everything yeah, what matters the most is that you guys have tried your best.
Never give up yeah!
Love you guys so much!. You guys do mean alot to me in my life.

The journey of ACCA is getting harder and I will make sure that I will do my part to the fullest, so that I will not regret in my life later on.

By the way, it is the time for the revenge of shopping, clubbing and karaoke!
I'm going to enjoy my life for a week, then it is the time to big business again!

Food Sessions!

2009-08-16T19:40:00.014+08:00

Went for Chicken Rice and Bak Kut Teh at the same day for the same meal, that was lunch!

Went all the way to Kelana Jaya to have these superb mouth-watering dishes! Oh Yeah!

My tennis pictures.

2009-08-16T19:27:00.012+08:00

These are the pictures I took while I'm having my tennis lessons!

Other than that, there's also pictures of David's farewell.

Oops...I forgot to post these pictures up!

2009-08-16T19:18:00.005+08:00

I love this sports car so much! Lamborghini!

Took these pictures from inside of the car in Singapore!

I love my family members so muchie!

2009-08-15T22:39:00.007+08:00

Since, I have not post any post about my family members, so here this is one of the posts that I'm going to post, and I promise there will be many more posts coming up!

I love my family members so muchie and I will always do!

I'm falling into the big hole again.

2009-08-15T21:05:00.004+08:00

You guys must be wondering what is that hole right?
Erm...this hole that I'm describing is a terrible big hole that I usually fall into it.
Luckily this is not that big black hole that I fell into last time, if not I will be so dead!
I'm so happy, because I have managed to climb out from the big black hole, but unfortunately I have fell into another hole.
This time the hole that I fell into is not too deep just like last time, so it will be really easy for me to save myself from climbing out from it!
I know I can do it, by climbing out, and I will make sure I make it this time!, because I know it is really impossible for me to think of the better outcomes!
Except MIRACLES really happen!
Okay, I have said it before, MIRACLES are really BULL SHIT!!, because it never happen in my life before, although I have really worked that hard for that goal of mine!!

Dear friends, if you guys really wonder what the CRAP am I saying or typing here, ask me directly, I will tell you guys, if I think it will not do any harm to me lolx. NO WORRIES!

Love Horoscope for the day, August 15th,2009.

2009-08-15T18:40:00.001+08:00

I have no idea why I love to read this love horoscope...hahaha...and I'm posting it up here lolx.

Your lovescope for August 15, 2009
With a racy planetary aspect at play, you have quite a dilemma on your hands. You may have something to tell your loved one. You have worried about this for quite some time, and feel that the truth must come out. However, due to a twist in circumstances, they get to know before you tell them. Now how do you get out of this one? Destiny has entered the situation

My love horoscope for the day!

2009-08-08T15:53:00.001+08:00

Your lovescope for August 8, 2009
Hope is something that keeps the darkness at bay - until it ceases to offer any comfort. Sometimes you just have to let a particular door slam shut. Let one chapter of your life close in order to move forward with faith and confidence. Before you lies a new opportunity-filled future. Don't hang on to past issues because of pure sentiment if they are creating too much hurt.

Kind of true!

Love, lust or just a crush?

2009-08-04T00:38:00.004+08:00

These are what I have found and I do think they are really true based on my view.
I can't believe they are so true, as in 100% true!

Crush is that teeny-bopper you get that probably comes from a more physical than emotional place. It can turn into love or fade away. Sometimes a mild crush turns almost obsessive with what's called "intrusive thinking", a toxic feeling of longing where you Facebook stalk him as if he were the oxygen you need to breathe.

Lust is the simplest to identify. It's purely based on physical attraction. You're not fussed by his awful dress sense coz all you want to do is rip his clothes off. What's wrong with you? Blame it on the overproduction of the sex hormones, testosterone and oestrogen.

Love is when you're past the crush and lust stage. You like him even after he has done something annoying, you imagine a future with him and you feel loyal to him. Chemicals involved with this feeling are oxytocin and vasopressin. According to researches at University of California, oxytocin is associated wtih the ability to maintain healthy psychological boundaries with others. Vasopressin, on the other hand, is a hormone that promotes feelings of bonding and connection, which is a possible explanation of why lusty love fades as attachment grows within a couple.

Singapore this September.

2009-07-31T11:02:00.003+08:00

I will be heading down to Singapore again this September!
This time I will be going there to attend my god-brother's wedding and I'm one of the bridesmaid for Angela!
I must go on diet to fit in those bridesmaid dresses!

Start saving Stephanie!
I would like to get myself a super-duper gorgeous dress for my brother's wedding!
And I'm lovin' it so much!

Sentosa Island way back in December 2008!

2009-07-22T00:21:00.013+08:00

I miss my god-brother, Angela and Jessica!

These are the pictures we took during our one day trip to Sentosa Island in Singapore!

Singapore Part 3.

2009-07-18T00:06:00.018+08:00

This post is about my birthday that I celebrated in Singapore.

People, guess where have I celebrated my 19th birthday?

And the answer is >>>> at 'Hard Rock Cafe' Singapore!
I'm lovin's it so much!

Had Cheese Burger that is super marvelous and filling that day!

Since my birthday is on that day, I had an ice-cream with a candle on top of the ice-cream! It is a complimentary ice-cream from Hard Rock Cafe!

When the crews gave me the ice-cream, they rang the huge bell and announced to every guests that today is my birthday!...and and and they put a pathetic chair on the stage and asked me to stand on the chair that is situated in the middle of the stage, OMG!

I even asked the crews whether can I don't stand on the chair, and they say I must stand on the chair, because they say everybody who celebrates their birthday in Hard Rock Cafe must stand on the chair!

So, I walked slowly to the chair and stand on the top of it with my floral dress, OMG!

I do feel that I'm going to fall at that time, hahahahaha!

Every guests there sang me a birthday song!

I would like to thank my aunty in Singapore and everybody that made my birthday a sweet memory that I will never forget in my life!

My aunt gave me a Levis Jeans and a Guess heels!

My sisters gave me Nike tennis skirt.

My mum gave me an eyes lotion that cures black eye-lid.hahaha.....

Thanks to everyone that wished me Happy Birthday!

Love you guys!

Singapore Part 2.

2009-07-17T20:46:00.010+08:00

Supposed to update my blog long time ago, but I'm only doing it right now!

Sorry dear friends keep you guys waiting to see the pictures that I took in Singapore...will upload now!

Okay, this is what I have done in Singapore: eat (ice-cream almost everytime), shopping till drop everytime, went to the super-duper nice club called St. James Power Station!, lastly, I went to the movie three times during my trip in Singapore!

I watched 'Ghosts of Girlfriends Past', I love this movie so much, it is damn touching can.

I also watched 'Night at the museum 2' and 'Transformer 2'.!

In Singapore, I ate all those super-duper nice fattening food, such as: ice-cream, pizzas, sushi and all those food that are really nice and expensive!

Would like to share my experience in the club that I went with my god-brother and others, we went to this club called St. James Power Station, this club is really really really awesome!

This club is situated just beside 'Vivo City' (the largest shopping mall in Singapore), cross the road and you will see a building that looks like an university, COOL right?

Okay, this club is divided into a few halls, they have different types of live bands in different halls!..such as: English live band, Cantonese/Mandarin live band, Latin live band. Other than that, they also have trans/clubbing music that let the ladies and the guys do the fire burning on the dance floor! They have Rnb music there too!

There's also karaoke and snooker room there!

Can you imagine how big is this building?

And this club open until 6 a.m....I repeat 6 a.m! Clubs in Malaysia only open until 3 a.m.

I think clubs in Malaysia cannot be compared to Singapore's club!

Singapore club are super-duper nice and super-duper high standard!

I miss the clubs in Singapore!

The pictures above are those that I took in Singapore!

Pictures for Singapore Part 1

2009-06-24T17:44:00.010+08:00

Pictures took at Bugis Junction and Suntec City Mall, Singapore.

Singapore 1.

2009-06-22T15:16:00.004+08:00

Okay, I'm here blogging, because my friends asked me to update my life in Singapore.

The best part is that I have already went so many places in Singapore, and I'm lovin' it a lot!

I'm have already received my first birthday present this year, thanks to Aunty Patricia for giving me an early birthday! She also treated me for dinner at this restaurant called Amici in Holland Village, it's an Italian restaurant!
Aunty Patricia gave me this Converse canvas shoes, and I love it a lot! Okay, I love this present so much because it's really nice and it's worth buying after the conversion of Singapore dollars to Malaysian ringgit, it's still cheaper than Malaysia, and guess what, this pair of shoes is under the new limited collection in Singapore, I doubt that Malaysia will have this design. I'm lovin' it more now can.

Okay, I love Holland Village during the night time, because it's really a place for teenagers.
There's pubs with live band, ice-cream shop with creative creation of yours, coffee house and many more...and guess what, they close the roads for people to walk. I just love this place to the maximum.
Friends, if you guys ever visit Singapore, please visit this place, you guys will love it for sure!

One more thing that I love Singapore so much, is because the teenagers here dressed up so well that I must also dress up to the standards to step out of the house! I just love the way how they dressed up! Omg, I can't imagine if people in Malaysia dressed up in this way, then it is not called Malaysia anymore! Okay, I know this is insulting, so sorry people! I don't mean it.
Okay, there are many many many sports cars in Singapore, my eyes keep popping out can. Every now and then I will see Lamborghinis, Audi, BMW, and some sports cars that I can't even recognise, I'm so outdated, die! I wanna stay here longer so I will not be left out!

I will update more after my Orchard Road, Bugis Street and Vivo Shopping. I will take lots of pictures, I promised!
I'm going for clubbing this week too, and also celebrate my birthday next week in SINGAPORE!!!!!

Love Quotes

2009-06-04T21:08:00.006+08:00

I love these Love Quotes!

1.) " To be your friend was I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed."

2.) " If you love me only in my dreams, let me be asleep forever."

3.) "Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it."

4.) "Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away; and all the things I want to say can find
no voice. Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart."

5.) "My night has become a sunny dawn because of you."

6.) "Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, pain of love lasts a lifetime."

7.) " Love doesn't make the world go around; Love is what makes the ride worthwhile."

8.) " The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else."

9.) " Don't let someone become your everything, because when they are gone you have nothing."

10.) "Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful."

The Sound Of Music.

2009-05-26T23:24:00.001+08:00

I love this video. It's so amazing! If this ever happen in Malaysia, people will think that it is insane! Seriously!

Love Story Meets Viva La Vida

2009-05-26T23:02:00.004+08:00

Fell in LOVE with this performance. It really touches my heart. I hope that I can play this song really soon, what a tough mission! I must find a person who can play cello to perform this duet with me. Haha.

You just get me!

2009-05-24T16:41:00.001+08:00

This is the personality test I took and these are the results, kinda true though!

Your personality tendencies in a nutshell...
You enjoy making plans and commitments but you sometimes don't follow through. You feel comfortable with routine, but you are also quite receptive to new experiences. You show some tendency toward anxiety and worry. You are typically respectful toward others and dislike confrontation. You show some tendency towards being reserved in most social situations. YouJustGetMe.com's guest psychologist Dr. Peggy has a little more, uh, informal interpretation of your traits...

About those "Casual" and "Disciplined" bubbles... Conscientiousness is not one of your defining traits, meaning that you are neither anal retentive nor anal expulsive. What does that mean? In a nutshell, you keep it together fairly well, but you do not suffer too much if you let things fall through the cracks every once in a while. If you make plans with a friend, chances are good that you will show up at the designated time. Then again, something better may come up or you just might forget. Either way, you're good. Another possibility is that you are very conscientious about some things, but more relaxed about other things. For example, you might demand the utmost rigor and discipline in your scholarly/work life, but keep your home looking like a garage sale gone terribly awry, with various articles of clothing and personal belonging strewn about. Where's Fido? Hopefully he hasn't been eaten by the alien life that has developed since the last cleaning.

About those "Traditional" and "Alternative" bubbles... Openness is not one of your defining traits. This means that while you do value creativity and artistic expressions to some degree, you are also equally comfortable with conservatism and things that are more plain and simple. Depending on the context, you may be more interested in concrete ideas versus abstract thinking, and vice versa. It could also be that you are highly open in some areas, and more conservative in other areas of your life. Maybe you're the type of person who has quite the vivid imagination and are chock-full of enthusiasm for different concepts, but prefer to stick to "safer" foods that you recognize. Raw fish anyone? NOT.
About that "Neurotic" bubble... If you were 100% neurotic, it would mean that you always felt stressed, anxious, and as a consequence of the first two emotions, depressed. Lucky for you your scores indicate that you are only about 50-75% neurotic. This means that you have some time off for good behavior and that there are many times when you feel balanced and calm. You may feel emotions very intensely and maybe even experience physiological cues to stress (sweating, quickening blood pressure, and faster heart beats are a few things that come to mind). However, you are able to control your rising anxiety with relative speed. Some people interpret neuroticism as a bad trait to have, but look at it this way - neurotic people are never bored with their own thoughts and their emotionally labile temperaments allow them to experience a whole range of feelings in very short periods of time. It's like the weather. If you don't like the mood, wait 5 minutes.

About that "Cooperative" bubble... Your scores would suggest that you tend to be more agreeable than you are competitive. What does that mean? For starters, it means that you have a fairly strong tendency to believe in social harmony and cooperation. You are a nice person. You want people to get along and do the right thing - for each other, for the greater humanity. That's not to say that you are a total pushover, but that you believe in the niceties of life. This is probably why you are very popular with people and have many friends. The difference between you and someone who is very high in agreeableness is that you have a bit of an edge. Maybe you laugh when people fall down and hurt themselves, maybe you secretly occasionally think people suck. Whatever it is that's holding you back from winning Ms. or Mr. Congeniality, that's also what makes you more interesting.

About that "Introverted" bubble... For the most part, you are a fairly reserved person, who thinks before you speak and cogitates on all the facts before you act. You may be very successful and work hard for your goals and dreams, but prefer to celebrate your successes outside of the limelight as you do not like to bring attention to yourself. Is it difficult for you to meet people because you have to force yourself to greet the world on its terms? You may fall into one of two categories - you secretly wish that people would talk to you so that they can see what an absolutely wonderful, interesting, and charming creature you are OR you secretly (not so secretly wish) that people would just go away. It's not inaccurate to say that the life of an introvert is much like being underwater at a community pool, which is somewhat isolating but tranquil until you reach the surface of the pool and have to contend with the "noises" of everyday life. Because you have some extraverted tendencies, you may find the world at large a little more welcoming than your introvert "thoroughbred" sisters and brothers.

I adore and I'm interested in him!

2009-05-08T20:24:00.015+08:00

Okay!
Oh no! Wth mend!
It is supposed to be OMG!!!!!!!

I'm interested in a guy and I can't take my eyes off him from the moment I saw him, I know that he is the one that I'm looking for when I first saw him!
Omg, I'm blushing now and my heartbeat is beating like super-fast, no instrument/equipment can measure this super-fast heartbeat!
I love him and I adore him!
He is super good looking and I fall for him can?
If you say cannnot, I would not give a damn shit lolx. Haha.....
Okay, people, let's take a look at the guy I'm saying lolx.
Beware, heartbeat sensation coming soon!
Scroll down people, patient lolx!

Haha.....he is the one I'm saying lolx. He is so freaking gorgeous and tall.
I'm in love with his features! I love his smile even more, my heart is melting! Ignore me, I'm crazy! Okay, I must admit that I always like tall guys and of course guys that have a super-duper hot-melting smile, that will make my heart melt when they smile at me, OMG, I'm really crazy already! IGNORE ME!! People that really know me well, you guys should know which guy I'm talking about lolx. Haha.

Okay, this guy is from Boys Over Flowers lolx.
He is Lee Min Ho aka. Goo Joon Pyo.
He is gorgeous right? Just admit that he is gorgeous lolx.
If you dont't admit, I would not give a damn shit too. Haha....

Random.

2009-05-08T20:02:00.010+08:00

OMG! Yours truly is studying! Wth and Wtf lolx.

Still pretending to study.

Okay, gone case. See I told you, acting kononnya. Haha.

It's May 1st.

2009-05-01T01:12:00.003+08:00

May 1st? Labour Day, who won't know what day is it right?
Haha. It is also Richard Tan's birthday lolx.
I do typed with a little blurness here, because I do feel a little drunk lolx. It's 2am now lolx.
After effect of the coffee liquor and the bacardi coke lolx.
I only drink 5 glasses, both included, I don't know why my face is a little red and I do feel a little blur.haha.....
Okay, back to the main topic. I would like to wish Richard Tan Happy Birthday.
You guys must be wondering who is that right?
He is not my boyfriend or secret admire lolx.
He is my dearest cousin in Singapore. By the way, he is becoming very handsome lolx.
He is tall and has a little rosy cheek on his face, he is borned in London. I wonder why people that are borned in London do have a little rosy cheek lolx. I also want that rosy cheek.
Owh, not forgetting that this cousin of mine is good in Halo 3 of Xbox 360 Live, he addicted to it actually.
Can't type any longer now, I'm kinda blur lolx.
Nitez and sweet dreams.

Almost Done.

2009-04-30T17:43:00.003+08:00

Imalmostdonewithyou!!WTHandWTF.ImsurethatIwillforgetaboutyou,becauseIknowthatyouarenotthatsuperbtothatextendthatImustholdontoyouforever. Ihavealreadygiveuponyou.WedonthavefateandImustsalutetotheLoveGodandmoveonwithmylife.Idohaveaperfectlifeuntilyouappearinmylifeagain,Ishouldhaveletyougoverylongtimeago. WillpostanotherpostwhenImalldonewithyou!!

Outing.

2009-04-30T10:42:00.003+08:00

Went to K.L. yesterday to shop, and the end results are: I have spend a lot.
Haha...it's okay, self-satisfaction can already!
My own money okay!
I did not get a single cent from my mother to spend.
I worked part time and then I spend that money, I feel so satisfied, Oh Yeah!

I went to Starhill and Pavillion.
I just love Starhill dining concept, it is just so marvellous.
The dining areas are so romantic and one word to describe it "Luxurious"!
I "heart" that dining areas so much, I must go there when I get my first pay.
"Mum and dad, uncle Boh Leng, aunt from Singapore, grandma and all those that treated me so well, I will not forget you guys!"
A treat is for sure! Don't worry!