I adore and I'm interested in him!

Okay!
Oh no! Wth mend!
It is supposed to be OMG!!!!!!!

I'm interested in a guy and I can't take my eyes off him from the moment I saw him, I know that he is the one that I'm looking for when I first saw him!
Omg, I'm blushing now and my heartbeat is beating like super-fast, no instrument/equipment can measure this super-fast heartbeat!
I love him and I adore him!
He is super good looking and I fall for him can?
If you say cannnot, I would not give a damn shit lolx. Haha.....
Okay, people, let's take a look at the guy I'm saying lolx.
Beware, heartbeat sensation coming soon!
Scroll down people, patient lolx!

Haha.....he is the one I'm saying lolx. He is so freaking gorgeous and tall.
I'm in love with his features! I love his smile even more, my heart is melting! Ignore me, I'm crazy! Okay, I must admit that I always like tall guys and of course guys that have a super-duper hot-melting smile, that will make my heart melt when they smile at me, OMG, I'm really crazy already! IGNORE ME!! People that really know me well, you guys should know which guy I'm talking about lolx. Haha.

Okay, this guy is from Boys Over Flowers lolx.
He is Lee Min Ho aka. Goo Joon Pyo.
He is gorgeous right? Just admit that he is gorgeous lolx.
If you dont't admit, I would not give a damn shit too. Haha....

Random.

OMG! Yours truly is studying! Wth and Wtf lolx.

Still pretending to study.

Okay, gone case. See I told you, acting kononnya. Haha.

More to staring than reading lolx.

Okay, yours truly was actually studying! No joke lolx. Got to be serious, exam is in one month time!!!!!!!

It's May 1st.

May 1st? Labour Day, who won't know what day is it right?
Haha. It is also Richard Tan's birthday lolx.
I do typed with a little blurness here, because I do feel a little drunk lolx. It's 2am now lolx.
After effect of the coffee liquor and the bacardi coke lolx.
I only drink 5 glasses, both included, I don't know why my face is a little red and I do feel a little blur.haha.....
Okay, back to the main topic. I would like to wish Richard Tan Happy Birthday.
You guys must be wondering who is that right?
He is not my boyfriend or secret admire lolx.
He is my dearest cousin in Singapore. By the way, he is becoming very handsome lolx.
He is tall and has a little rosy cheek on his face, he is borned in London. I wonder why people that are borned in London do have a little rosy cheek lolx. I also want that rosy cheek.
Owh, not forgetting that this cousin of mine is good in Halo 3 of Xbox 360 Live, he addicted to it actually.
Can't type any longer now, I'm kinda blur lolx.
Nitez and sweet dreams.

Almost Done.

Imalmostdonewithyou!!WTHandWTF.ImsurethatIwillforgetaboutyou,becauseIknowthatyouarenotthatsuperbtothatextendthatImustholdontoyouforever. Ihavealreadygiveuponyou.WedonthavefateandImustsalutetotheLoveGodandmoveonwithmylife.Idohaveaperfectlifeuntilyouappearinmylifeagain,Ishouldhaveletyougoverylongtimeago. WillpostanotherpostwhenImalldonewithyou!!

Outing.

Went to K.L. yesterday to shop, and the end results are: I have spend a lot.
Haha...it's okay, self-satisfaction can already!
My own money okay!
I did not get a single cent from my mother to spend.
I worked part time and then I spend that money, I feel so satisfied, Oh Yeah!

I went to Starhill and Pavillion.
I just love Starhill dining concept, it is just so marvellous.
The dining areas are so romantic and one word to describe it "Luxurious"!
I "heart" that dining areas so much, I must go there when I get my first pay.
"Mum and dad, uncle Boh Leng, aunt from Singapore, grandma and all those that treated me so well, I will not forget you guys!"
A treat is for sure! Don't worry!

Bored.

Arrgh!!!!!!!
I'm bored to dead!!!!!
Bang Wall!!!!!!
I want to go out!!!!!!
I'm want to go K.L. for shopping!!!!!!
Wait for me, I'm sure to go shopping!!!!!!
I want to buy lots of things!!!!!
Oh Yeah!!!!!!

I'm Lovin It!

I'm Lovin It!
Mcd's quote? haha....nope.
Exam's ending tomorrow, that's why I'm Lovin It!
Lalalalalalala.
I'm HAPPY!
Let's go out people!
I wanna go out everyday!
I wanna just hang out with my besties, I miss them so muchie!
Hui En, Zhi Hui and Joyous, I miss you guys so much!!
Paulina, Hui Hsiang and Joshin, I miss you guys too!!!!!!
I really must meet up with you guys!
Lei Ying! Let's get out of the house everyday! I don't want to stay at home!
Lastly, not forgetting Aaron my best friend, I miss you too! Muahahahahaha.

Owh, I must go shopping next week....addicted!
Shopping cures stress.

I will always miss you.

Dear grandpa, I miss you so much and I will always do.
My grandpa is 87 years old today if he is still alive.

Grandpa, when you left, you never wait for me, I don't even have my last chance to see you. I still remember that you left on my 14th birthday. I miss you so muchie! I wonder where are you now grandpa? Have you ever reborn or are you still in heaven watching after us? I can always sense that you are looking after us from high above, that's why I do feel safe all the times.

When I'm a small kid, grandpa always bring me back from school, I miss those days.
Grandpa used to fan me when I'm sleeping during young times, he also buys me Mentos and alot of chewing gums.
Sometimes, when I think of all those cherish moments we spend together, tears will flow down from my eyes, I really miss you grandpa.
Grandpa, I want to meet you.
In Loving Memory of my grandpa, I will always remember you.

A new day tomorrow.

I promised myself that I will give myself until 12 a.m. today to think about it, and then it will be a new day for me by tomorrow! Although I'm kinda reluctant to let go, but I know that I cannot be in this situation forever, it's really torturing!
Oh Gosh, this is really dramatic mend!
How can this happen in my life?
I want to lose my memory.....arrgh!
So that I can start a real new life!

Mock exams.

(Me) gonna have Mock exams today! Hopefully (me) will do fine.

Would like to wish dear friend, Marvin---> " Happie 20th Bufday".
Ya a year older already, reminder: it's 20 lolx. muahahahaha.....old already, there's a figure 2 in your age lolx. Hope you don't mind, just joking and crapping here.

Exam Fever.

Oh no!!!!!! Mock exams are coming!!!!!!
People, exam starts on Tuesday and ends on Friday!!!!! Arrgh!!!!!!
I need to study like crazy already.
I need to squeeze a lot of brain juice for the next few days....smart people, please donate some brain juice for me, I need a lot of them for myself. How nice if it tastes like raspberry juice or maybe grape juice! I'm lovin it.....Oh Yeah! Then I will drink it for sure. Oh Yeah! Crapping here. Lalalala......

Today, I came back from college for some stupid test, then I went to Aeon Bukit Tinggi with Lei Ying to study...and I must say it here that it is kinda productive for me, because I have already finished part of the syllabus for T6. Oh Yeah! I'm lovin it!

Tomorrow, our marathon of studies will start with Starbucks breakfast....I'm lovin it too...lalalalala.....



Oh my God!!!!! I can't believe that I will dream of him again....it's the third time already.
How can this be so coincidence or maybe it is FATE?
I have no idea lolx.

Medicines or perhaps alot of Alcohol.

Recently, my mind has been wondering all around all the time.
People out there, I need some medicine or perhaps alot of alcohol....I do not want to be in the state of my mind at all. Maybe, some strong chloroform that are used in the operation will be suitable for me, so that I will be asleep for a long time and only wake up when I'm satisfied. Oh Gosh, that is like in the situation of coma. Oh, no no.....people can't wake up when they are in coma, but I want my situation to be totally different, I want to wake up when I'm happy. I'm crapping here and I like it.....Haha.....lalalala.....

I'm in this condition, maybe this is because of some issues in my DRAMATIC LIFE (such as the dramas that you will watch in the idiot box) and also exams that are always pouring down non-stop just like the heavy rain. Basically, it never ends!
Okay, although tutorials are going to end by this week, but I'm still feeling the stress like HELL MEND!....and Mock exams(trial exams) are starting next week, can you imagine how stressful I will be during this week? "Hng!!!!!!! and Arrgh!!!!!!" and no more "Lalalalala".... crapping again.

God, please help me in my life. I need some space to breathe. I do not want my life to be so DRAMATIC, because those dramatic situations only happen in dramas, and not in my life!

100% true!

'God determines who walks into your life.
It is up to you to decide who you let walk away,
Who you let stay,
and who you refuse to let go.'

I have already pierced another hole on my ear! Haha....ME loving it.....lalalalala....

Earth Hour.

Okay, everyone knows that it was Earth Hour on Saturday night.

I planned everything after I came back from my part-time work, it took me one hour plus to plan everything and decorate everything by my own.

Actually mum and dad went for tennis, so I planned everything, waiting for them to come back. At 8.10pm, they are still not back yet, so I called them and informed them to be back before 8.30pm, and this is what mum told me " we will not be back until very late" then I was like " huh, come back lah, we want to have a romantic night with u guys ( mum and dad)." Then she said: " go and enjoy with Sam and Sabrina lah, today your mum and dad want to go dating" I was like " haiz, then never mind lah"

Then I told her that I will open a bottle of wine and enjoy with Sam and Sabrina, then she said:

" you know how to open or not?" I said: " of course I know mum! "

I opened the bottle of wine successfully and we drank the whole bottle without our parents! Muahahaha.....Earth Hour was damn fun although mum and dad were not at home.
We(sisters) are the Queens of the house, we off every lights, photo cambwores like crazy and drank the whole bottle of wine. Basically only Sam and me drank the wine, Sabrina only drank a glass of it.

Crazy!

OMG, this can't be happening to me again!
I hate it so much!
Arrgh!!!!
''Stephanie, you need to focus and concentrate!"

Get to know myself better.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Stephanie Tew Siew Ann!

1.)The blood of mammals is red, the blood of insects is yellow, and the blood of Stephanie Tew
Siew Ann is blue! (OMG, I have blood that is blue in colour, luckily it is not green, if not it will look super slimy! Yucks!)

2.)Devoid of her cells and proteins, Stephanie Tew Siew Ann has the same chemical makeup as sea water. (Am I that salty?)

3.)In her entire life, Stephanie Tew Siew Ann will produce only a twelfth of a teaspoon of honey.
(After all, I still produce honey huh? Now only I remember, because of that, I was stung by
the bee for 4 times!)

4.)By tradition, a girl like Stephanie Tew Siew Ann cannot refuse to be kissed by anyone who claims the privilege. (Wah, really true or not?)

5.)If a snake is born with two heads, the heads will fight over who gets Stephanie Tew Siew Ann. ( That's scary.)

6.)During World War II, Americans tried to train Stephanie Tew Siew Ann to drop bombs. ( By the way, I still don't know how to drop a bomb.)

7.)Koalas sleep for 22 hours a day, two hours more than Stephanie Tew Siew Ann. (Okay, I know that I sleep a lot, that's really true....I can sleep forever and don't eat at all!)

8.)Stephanie Tew Siew Ann can turn her stomach inside out.

9.)The word 'samba' means 'to rub Stephanie Tew Siew Ann'. ( Wow, that means when someone says samba, then I can feel someone is rubbing me. Haha!)

10.)Dolphins sleep at night just below the surface of Stephanie Tew Siew Ann, and frequently rise to the surface for air! (haha. I always love sea creatures, but not sharks!)

The link http://thesurrealist.co.uk/trivia.pl?subject=&gender=f

Pictures!

Went to cousin's house and took pictures! Duh!

Sam took the pictures for me. Haha.

Fine

I don't hate them, I'm just angry after all.
I don't get angry at people for a long time, I'm fine!
I'm not that soft-hearted and get over things easily.

I don't hate her, seriously!. Because she is my sister!
I still love her (my sister) and want to take good care of her until my last breath, because sisters are worth more than guys!
I promised that I will not do stupid things to ruin our relationships.
I love my sisters and family so so muchie!
They are worth more than anything else!

Need to be fit.

For the past few days, Lei Ying and me went for jogging, and we enjoyed it a lot!
Misson must be accomplised, gambateh ya!

Omg! I need to go and sing my heart out!
I so wanna go KTV!

Day Out.

Last Saturday and Sunday, I went out with Lei Ying and Yi Ting!

We went to starbucks to chill out and Green box to sing out heart out! Haha.

Results

Yeah!
Thank God!
I have already passed all my first 5 papers, I'm so so happy! Yippee Hurray!
I promised myself to do something if I passed all my papers, and I don't think so I can do it!
I need a big courage to do that! It's hard for me!
It's OK! Let FATE decide!

What is happening to me?

What is happening to me?
This can't be true.
It's only a false alarm.100%.or maybe 50%? I really don't know at all!
Somebody outside there, please help me, I need your help.
Deep Dilemma.

Oh Yeah!

People say that I look younger than my sister, Samantha.
Oh yeah, I don't want to look older, I want to look younger!

Day out with the brother from Singapore.

Oh yeah, my brother from Singapore is back from Singapore and we are going to have a fun outing.
I'm going to cut my hair again, it's already short and I'm going to cut it shorter.Haha.
Next week, I'm having my PT (Exam), aargh!!!! I'm not ready yet!

The V's Day.

Omg, prices of roses are going up like crazy!
I really don't understand why people will only give roses to their love ones during Valentines Day and not any other day, don't tell me that you guys don't appreciate your love ones during other days!
By the way, I have many roses planted in my house's garden, I can help you guys to cut the roses, but BEWARE! The roses in my house have many thorns! Hahahaha. Free of charge what? who cares right?

Insomnia is in me again.

Oh gosh! I slept for less than 2 hours yesterday!
I forced myself to wake up to go to college, and also forced myself to concentrate during lectures.
It's really really tough to force yourself to concentrate when you are really really sleepy.
I overcome this and reach home in one piece, this is because I'm afraid that I will faint or something bad happen to me during my way back home. ( I love to simply think, seriously!)
Got to sleep early today, hopefully I can sleep early!

Happy me.

I have already totally forget about him, and I promise that I will never fall for him again.
Chatted with a friend recently and I do feel comfortable chatting with that friend of mine! Haha...
Sometimes luck and fate play a big part in our life, when the time is right, everything will go smoothly.

Ask, Believe and Receive.

As you can see the title above.
I need to ask for it, believe in it and also imagine that I have already received it.
Originally from "The Secret".

I'm trying to ask, believe and receive.
I know that the Universe is listening to me, and I can get what I want in my life!
I will imagine that I have received so that the Universe will know what I want, never force it as it will be in the other way round.

Big Bang!

OMG!
I'm in love with that song Sunset Glow from Big Bang!
People, listen to the songs in my blog!
The song after Love Story is Sunset Glow!
Muackxxxxx.

I miss my besties so muchie!

Amanda, my dearest best friend, I miss her so muchie!
I can't wait to meet her!

Joyous, another best friend of mine, I miss her so muchie too!

I wonder when we can meet up again, you guys are so far apart from me.
Amanda is in Australia.
Joyous is in Malaysia, but she is super busy with her own life.

Joyous has a bf and she did not even tell me, until I found out.*sob*
Once, we were so close, but now things never seems to be the same like last time.
I'm sad.

I Hear nothing, See nothing.

As you can see from the title above, I hear nothing, see nothing.
I wouldn't be bother anymore.
Am I just pretending?
Hopefully I'm not.

Chinese New Year 2009

Happy Chinese New Year my dear friends!

This year Chinese New Year was not that superb, not so much of celebrating because of the financial crisis around the world.

On the eve of Chinese New Year, mum cooked and my uncle grandma came to my house for reunion dinner, wow, I ate a lot I'm feeling freaking guilty!

On the first day of Chinese New Year, went to realtives house, as usual collect ang pow and then eat and eat and eat! During the night, went to Uncle Mark's house, as usual too. Haha.

AND guess what? I'm not even sure whether is it counted as a good thing or a bad thing. I saw him again. I'm trying my very best to control and to focus myself so that I will not fall into that big black hole again, this is because when you fall into that black hole, it is very hard for you to stand up and then pick up yourself and put it back into pieces again. I must prevent this incident from happening!

On the second day, went to Uncle Tim's house, as usual I saw him again. Haiz, what to do, I also don't know what to do already! Don't care about it already lah! Just pretend I don't know anything and I don't see anything! I'm blind people! I see nothing! I hear nothing!

On the third day, I did not go anywhere, I slept the whole day. Not the whole day lah.

On the forth, went to Chin Kuan house and gamble and eat..see eat again. Lazy to blog already, bye!

Outing with friends and the new hairstyle

I'm so lazy to blog!

Ok! Let the pictures do the talking!

I went out with my secondary school friends!

I cut my hair short and I dyed my hair!

Pictures from Singapore!

Singapore Trip 1

OK! Exams ended on the 5th of December 2008, and the following day that is the 6th of December 2008, I went to Singapore with my grandma.

Basically I went shopping with my aunt and I bought a Nintendo DS Lite and a Nike bag. (Singapore edition, not available in Malaysia)Haha....

The fun part began when I went out with my brother in Singapore and her girlfriend and also his sister. They brought me for lunch at one of the most famous chicken rice shop in Singapore. Then the following day, my brother also brought me to the Mint Toy Museum. The toys there were fantastic, all the toys there were all very old already. OK! Let the pictures do the talking in the other post!