Cameron Highland Family Trip.

Well, I'm back from Cameron Highland!
Went to Cameron Highland with my aunt's family members, grandma and mum!
We stayed at this private bunglow called Cluny Lodge, this place is super awesome!
The temperature for the 4 days and 3 nights were maintained around 13 degress celcius, it was super-duper cold!
I love the weather there, I would like stay there for at least one month, although it will be bored after some time.
It is just so relaxing there!

Perfect Getaway Vacation.

I'm getting away from this hectic city to a place that I will relax my mind and sleep all day long!
Yes, I going to be a pig for a few days...haha....

Dear friends, I will not be able to update my blog for the next two weeks, I will be back before year 2009 ends.
To all the dear darling who I have promised to celebrate my New Year with, I will try to make it back before New Year eve yeah! I have made this promise, I will fulfill it, no worries!
To all the darling friends that I have promised that I will go for trips and play tennis with you guys, I will certainly meet you guys next year, 2010. I'm missing you guys like crazy, *muaxxx*.
To all the college mates, that I have promised you guys that I will go for trips with you guys after promising you guys for so many times and I did not fulfill it, I will pay back those promises right before our new semester starts yeah! Love you guys to the maximum.
To all the dear friends that I go out for 'yum cha' sessions all the time, sorry for not going out with you guys when I'm having my finals yeah. Will try my best to accomodate my time after my perfect getaway vacation.

I will be missing all of you when I'm away!
Loves.

Getaway to a place far far away.

My passport for my getaway vacation!!!!!

Yes!

I getting away to a place far far away! Actually not that far, just exaggerating lolx.

Tomorrow I'm having my last paper for my finals, and then I'm going somewhere, YEASSSH!!!!

Will be back before year 2009 ends yeah, promised to celebrate the new year with someone.

OMG!

Can you believe it? I'm in total relief after tomorrow 6.15pm. It's unimaginable mend!

God, I know that you will make my day tomorrow, stand by my side, I know I can attempt the costing questions tomorrow with confident!

Freedom is on my way!

Yeassssh!!!!!!
I'm done with my first two papers for my finals, and I'm satisfied with what I have done, I'm wishing for the best now!
I'm left with one more paper, I must make sure that I'm satisfied with that paper too!, and no regrets at all!
So, hardwork is needed!

I promise myself that hardwork starts tonight, because I'm so gonna go out today!
Shopping weeeeeee!

I'm seeing Cameron Highland and Singapore waving at me already! Haha.....

Things to be done in December

1.) One more week to finals, that will be on the 7th of December.
Finals end on the 14th of December.

2.) I will be going to Cameron Highland on the 15th of December, right after my finals!, with my aunt.Coming back on the 18th of December.

3.) Then I will be heading down to Singapore with my aunty on the 19th of December. I'm coming back on the.....haha, I don't even know when am I coming back! I need to go clubbing in Singapore, they are just superb! Zouk, Butter Factory and the best club of all, St. James, I'm coming!

4.) Countdown this year is a must! 2010, I will be meeting you soon!

Back to my revision, I miss you so much books! OMG! I cannot believe that I'm saying this!

Checklist, to be completed.

Law- 80% done.
Tax- 80% done.
Performance Management- 20% done only.

I'm quite satisfied with myself for the past one week; I know I can do it no matter what happen!

Smokers! Pheewwww and so Yucky!!!!!!

To all the smokers who cannot live without smoking!
How on Earth did you guys love smoking?
I'm not discriminating those who smokes okay!
I'm just wondering why people can spend their money on cigarettes to shorten their life?
Do not tell me that people who smokes do not know that smoking is really bad for their health?

Why am I so so so....(against) smoking?
The main reason is because my grandpa died because of smoking, my grandpa suffered from stroke, he do smoke from young!
The worse thing is that my mum suffered alot when my grandpa is sick, because my mum is the one that send my grandpa to the hospital whenever he is sicked.
I seriously see the tiredness in my mum, whenever she is rushing my grandpa to the hospital all the times!
What makes me so sad is that, my grandpa died without waiting for me, I can't even see him for the very last time, I misses him alot!
I don't even have the last chance to say goodbye to him nor talk to him at all!
Can I hate those people who smokes?

I have seen what my grandpa had gone through, and it is one of a hell!
People out there, please don't smoke okay?
You guys do not want to suffer all kind of illness right?
And most importantly, if you guys smoke, there will be pollution all over, it is so smelly that I hate it to the maximum!


These are the facts that explain why smoking is one of a hell:
The products that are most damaging are:
tar, a carcinogen (substance that causes cancer)
nicotine is addictive and increases cholesterol levels in your body
carbon monoxide reduces oxygen in the body
components of the gas and particulate phases cause chronic obstructive pulmonary disorder.

Research has shown that smoking reduces life expectancy by seven to eight years,
I'm sure you guys want to live longer right? especially if you have your love ones with you?

Sorry

Dear friends,
sorry if I have made you guys so worried for the past few days,
it is the same old me, pressure and stress are all around me,
I'm just feeling very down,
I promise I'll be okay after a little while,
I hope so.

Just another sad day.

Today was just another day that brought my mood to the lowest level, perhaps the worse day I have gone through after quite some time.
Firstly, I have felt that I'm having alot of doubts, uncertainties and stress right now!
Maximum level reached!
*tears flowing* down tonight.
I need to cry so badly tonight.

I'm not giving up on my studies, okay!, but then on the other issue that brings me hell of sadness, I'm giving up already, I just can't take it anymore!
I have been proven before that miracles and fate don't happen, so as for this time, I strongly keep on my word, miracles and fate don't exists!
Bye.
I need to cry now.

I need some air to breathe here.

Indeed, some air is needed here for me to breathe, *suffocating*!
Partly is becasue of my finals, really feels like I'm chasing after a bullet train or perhaps a rocket? I need to cramp so much into my brain, in less than one month now!
I know I can do it no matter what happen, so work harder and smarter STEPHANIE TEW SIEW ANN!!!!! I do have faith and confident in myself!!!!! Yeah!!!!!
All my friends outside there, who are going to have their finals really soon or maybe having their finals right now, all the best yeah! Lets work our brain together to strive for success!

Apart from finals, I'm so so tired here, thinking about stupid stuffs that make me go 'cuckoo'! Arrgh! I swear that I do fell into the big black hole this time, and getting out of the hole is freaking hard this time, alot of effort is needed to climb out of the hole. I know I have gone too deep this time, and I'm not supposed to do that, my best friends advised me on the consequences of falling too deep and hurting myself at the very end, but I just can't help though.
Sometimes, I do feel like giving up and letting go, then maybe I can live better and concentrate on things which are more important?
To let go means I will not turn back again, because once I have made up my mind, that's it, I will not give the issue a second thought!., except if miracles do really happen, which it does not happen in this world.

Got to get back to real business, will update again the next time, have a nice day dear friends!

Love is Complicated

"When you're in love with someone it inspires you and gives you hope. You have faith that even if you can't be with them on earth, that if God wills, you will be with them one day in heaven."


"No one falls in love by choice, it is by chance."
"No one stays in love by chance, it is by work."
"And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by choice."


"Take time to be sure, but be sure not to take too much time."
I have learned not to worry about love;
But to honor its coming with all my heart.


"A heartbreak isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling, and the most painful thing is that no one really hears it except yourself..."


Every time I think it's the end, I see you and I start to feel again...


Why is it that I must climb a hundred mountains to get you when all you need is a smile to get me?


The smallest word I know is 'I',
the sweetest word I know is 'love',
and the only thing that will remind me of that will be 'you'.


Love is when you look back on all the great memories and find out that the one you least expected to fall in love with turns out to be the greatest love of your life..”

Random

Credit to somebody, found it somewhere.
Find this kinda cool!

Obsess!

Malindi model.

Prima model.

Help me!

I need to get this, haha!

I have always love flats!

I'm still thinking what colour to get!

BMW Z4 sports and Porche Panamera

Porche Panamera 2009 edition. (above pictures only)

BMW Z4 sports 2009 edition.

Kill me or just stranggle me, all I ever want now is the above high-standard posh high-end SPORTS CAR!

I will buy those type of cars one of these days!

Mark my words!

Mama Mia! I'm so Lovin' it!

As you can see from the title of the post above, it was a super wonderful day that I had today!
Went out with the college mates today and we went skating and shopping!
OMG! Shopping!
The word is shopping, that will make my day no matter what happen okay!
I'm freaking obsess over shopping, I can actually die for it!
I'm not exaggerating okay, it's true!
After every exam, I will shop like nobody's business! Haha!
Erm, my friends told me that whenever I go in to any shop, I will actually buy something from there! I can't even believe this, because I do not realise! Haha!
Sorry cash, I can't resist my temptation and addiction! Haha!

Went skating, I fell twice!..but it was all worthwhile, because after the fall, I know how to skate already!
The first fall was like SHIT MEND! I fell on my side way, and I can fell that my bone is aching like Heaven knows how it hurt! I can feel that my bone is so so so so so painful, seems like there's blood cloth on my leg!
I'm going skating with the college mates again during the EDC/EFC periods! Yeah!
Addictive lolx!

Tomorrow will be my last day to enjoy before I cramp for my finals again that are scheduled this early December!
It's karaoke session with my sister Sam and Sabrina and and and my mum!
Haha, it's the family outing mend!
I'm Lovin' it again!
Oh Yeah!

Self-satisfaction!

Today, although I have not finised doing what I'm supposed to do!
I mean revising according to the time table I have planned for myself!, but I'm kind of satisfied though!, because I have managed to finish a few chapters! Yay!

After revising, went for a jog at the stadium, I ran for 4.2km, tiring!
Then, headed to the club for my tennis, I only managed to stroke for half an hour though!
After sweating, I do feel really really great!
I'm Lovin' it!

Got to get back to study mode for 2 hours, right after updating this blog!
Will be heading to pyramid tomorrow to shop and skate! Yeah!
I need to buy something so I will feel satisfied and good after the Mock!
Shopping is the post Mock effect!
Yeah!

Post Mock Effect and Black Hole!

Okay! Calm Down!
Insanity moment had just ended!
I'm now back to my normal routine of life for just 3 days, then it is back to study mode again!
I seriously need to buck up on many things, perhaps studying everyday for freaking many hours!
I just need to overcome these pressure and stress and do my best for the finals!

Mock's just ended, I'm now kind of relax, but I know that I cannot be carried away for the coming weeks!


Oh Ermmm Jeeeeee!!!! (OMG)
I'm now falling into the black hole deeper and deeper and deeper, day by day!
If you are wondering what the black hole, it is just some nonsence ridiculous issues!
I just don't know why I do let this incident happened again in my life, although I promised myself that I will not fall into any black hole again except if miracles and fate really happen!
The main reason is that maybe I do feel that I'm being treated so good, please don't treat me so good, because I know I will not get myself out of this situation if this continue!
OR maybe I'm just being super-duper-over sensitive, everybody is treated like what I have been treated.
For quite some time, I have not been treated so good already, that's why I'm feeling this way, and being sensitive right?
People, just tell me I'm just being over-sensitive please?, because I don't know how much of energy I do have to withstand this type of situation!
Arrrrrggggghhhhh! Help!!!!!!

Tennis and studying.

Lately, I have been going for tennis quite often to de-stress!
When I get to hit the tennis ball with a 'pok' sound on my racquet, I feel super-satisfying can?
Sometimes, I feel like hitting the ball just for the feeling of taking revenge!

Mock is just around the corner, I'm super-duper stress until can die!
I need party after Mock, then after that continue studying for my finals!
I repeat it again, FINALS!

Everything will be fine,
being confident is what I can have and think right now.
Think Positive!
I can do it!

Stress up and Dilemma.

OKAY!
I need to calm down and hope that everything will be fine!
I need to survive the Mock Exams next week, and I know I can do it for sure! *self-motivation*
This exam, I must make sure I make it, because I'm so so so so so desperate, I admit that can?
Although it is not the finals yet, but I must make sure I go through everything this round!
Hope that putting in all my effort and being confidence can lead me to the right path.
I have faith in myself!

On the other hand, I'm in deep shit, if I call that dilemma.
I'm now falling deeper and I'm not falling out anymore.
I don't even know what I want in my life sometimes, so pathetic!
Hopefully that everything will be fine soon.

I read my horoscope everyday, and sometimes it don't really look that good.
The worse thing is that I truly believe 100% in my horoscope.
It's OKAY, just let God decides!

Darlings Birthday!

I would to wish both of my darlings Happie Bufday!

I love them so muchie!

My first darling is my little sister Sabrina and my second darling is my best best best friend Joyous Lau!

Joyous is pretty right?

Haha...bdw, she is available....

Oh Gosh! She is going to get me when she sees this here!