CBE test

Oh My God, I'm having my CBE test tomorrow, I'm quite scared.
I need to stay calm to do well, I'm aiming for high marks although I did not do well in my trial and progress test. I know I can do it, never give up!!!!

On the other hand, my friends asked me to do what I really want to do in my life, they said just follow what your heart said. Then, I was like huh? REALLY KA? I wondered why is everybody asking me to do something that is so hard to do in my life, I'm scared!!!!! Arrgh!!!!! HELP ME!!!!
I feel like giving up sometimes, it's kind of heartache and I'm suffering.

One sentence to describe all these that I'm going through now.
THIS IS LIFE.