Running out of time...

Finals is in two weeks time and I'm still here blogging, perhaps this post will be my last post, I shall resume blogging after my finals.
I can feel the pressure and the stress, it's just so 'I don't know how to describe' lolx.
I promise myself that I will study 24/7 yeah!
Lock myself in my room and never see the outside world, I will do that until my finals are over, because I admit that I'm so desperate for a pass or even scoring high marks for every papers!
Desperation, self-discipline and believing in yourself are the main motivation factors towards success people!

There's another thing, other than my studies that are still bugging me, I just don't understand 'some' friends nowadays, they are just super weird. I shall not care so much though, because I really cannot read their mind, I'm not a superwoman okay, I'm just an ordinary human living on this Earth.
To who that may concern and also the person that will never ever get the chance to read this post, I will forgive you if YOU are really sincere in asking for a forgiveness, because everybody is given a chance to be forgiven for their mistake, at least once!...but you made me angry and disappointed twice, how?
Can you imagine when you have respect and think that the person is really a good friend at the highest level of ratings that cannot be rated anymore, and in just a few seconds, everything came crashing down like nobody business, it is just like something that fell from 10 feet high, that feeling is just so disappointed, do you know that?

Another thing that is just so important in life. To build a trust and faith in a person just take so much effort and time, but a painful incident is enough to lose the trust and faith that you have build in that person.

Life should always be like this...

Always enjoy life, no matter how hard it seems!

When life give you a thousand reasons to cry. Show the world that…

You have million reasons to SMILE!!!

Fed up and I'm super upset+angry!

I'm super upset and angry, my tolerance level has already reached the maximum level that I can tolerate no more, this is just so ridiculous, nobody can ever tolerate this in life!

To someone that he will never read this, if you don't feel like fetching me, just tell me straight in my face, why must you do some stupid+irritating+ridiculous thing to shoot up my temperature? If you had tell me properly, I will still accept it and treat everything just like normal, but now, I just cannot treat you like any normal friend. I just hate everything right now about you, why a friend like you can turn into a creature in a few months?

Once upon a time, you are almost a perfect person that I respect as a friend, now I don't even give a damn about you! Trying to recall, this is the 2nd time you had actually made me that angry! I know I don't have the right to get angry at you, but then I'm just a normal human, I do have feelings okay! I don't like being played out by somebody that I used to call them friend! It really hurt, I don't even know am I supposed to be sad or angry at this moment!

Okay, I really have enough of all these craps, I want to study until crazy and forget about everything, because being busy really helps me alot right now!
I need to graduate and earn big bucks, most importantly I must defeat those that played me out in everything, perhaps I must be their superior next time, then only I will satisfied!