Sunday, November 29, 2009

Things to be done in December

1.) One more week to finals, that will be on the 7th of December.
Finals end on the 14th of December.

2.) I will be going to Cameron Highland on the 15th of December, right after my finals!, with my aunt.Coming back on the 18th of December.

3.) Then I will be heading down to Singapore with my aunty on the 19th of December. I'm coming back on the.....haha, I don't even know when am I coming back! I need to go clubbing in Singapore, they are just superb! Zouk, Butter Factory and the best club of all, St. James, I'm coming!

4.) Countdown this year is a must! 2010, I will be meeting you soon!

Back to my revision, I miss you so much books! OMG! I cannot believe that I'm saying this!

Friday, November 20, 2009

Checklist, to be completed.

Law- 80% done.
Tax- 80% done.
Performance Management- 20% done only.

I'm quite satisfied with myself for the past one week; I know I can do it no matter what happen!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Smokers! Pheewwww and so Yucky!!!!!!

To all the smokers who cannot live without smoking!
How on Earth did you guys love smoking?
I'm not discriminating those who smokes okay!
I'm just wondering why people can spend their money on cigarettes to shorten their life?
Do not tell me that people who smokes do not know that smoking is really bad for their health?

Why am I so so so....(against) smoking?
The main reason is because my grandpa died because of smoking, my grandpa suffered from stroke, he do smoke from young!
The worse thing is that my mum suffered alot when my grandpa is sick, because my mum is the one that send my grandpa to the hospital whenever he is sicked.
I seriously see the tiredness in my mum, whenever she is rushing my grandpa to the hospital all the times!
What makes me so sad is that, my grandpa died without waiting for me, I can't even see him for the very last time, I misses him alot!
I don't even have the last chance to say goodbye to him nor talk to him at all!
Can I hate those people who smokes?

I have seen what my grandpa had gone through, and it is one of a hell!
People out there, please don't smoke okay?
You guys do not want to suffer all kind of illness right?
And most importantly, if you guys smoke, there will be pollution all over, it is so smelly that I hate it to the maximum!


These are the facts that explain why smoking is one of a hell:
The products that are most damaging are:
tar, a carcinogen (substance that causes cancer)
nicotine is addictive and increases cholesterol levels in your body
carbon monoxide reduces oxygen in the body
components of the gas and particulate phases cause chronic obstructive pulmonary disorder.

Research has shown that smoking reduces life expectancy by seven to eight years,
I'm sure you guys want to live longer right? especially if you have your love ones with you?

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Sorry

Dear friends,
sorry if I have made you guys so worried for the past few days,
it is the same old me, pressure and stress are all around me,
I'm just feeling very down,
I promise I'll be okay after a little while,
I hope so.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Just another sad day.

Today was just another day that brought my mood to the lowest level, perhaps the worse day I have gone through after quite some time.
Firstly, I have felt that I'm having alot of doubts, uncertainties and stress right now!
Maximum level reached!
*tears flowing* down tonight.
I need to cry so badly tonight.

I'm not giving up on my studies, okay!, but then on the other issue that brings me hell of sadness, I'm giving up already, I just can't take it anymore!
I have been proven before that miracles and fate don't happen, so as for this time, I strongly keep on my word, miracles and fate don't exists!
Bye.
I need to cry now.

Monday, November 9, 2009

I need some air to breathe here.

Indeed, some air is needed here for me to breathe, *suffocating*!
Partly is becasue of my finals, really feels like I'm chasing after a bullet train or perhaps a rocket? I need to cramp so much into my brain, in less than one month now!
I know I can do it no matter what happen, so work harder and smarter STEPHANIE TEW SIEW ANN!!!!! I do have faith and confident in myself!!!!! Yeah!!!!!
All my friends outside there, who are going to have their finals really soon or maybe having their finals right now, all the best yeah! Lets work our brain together to strive for success!

Apart from finals, I'm so so tired here, thinking about stupid stuffs that make me go 'cuckoo'! Arrgh! I swear that I do fell into the big black hole this time, and getting out of the hole is freaking hard this time, alot of effort is needed to climb out of the hole. I know I have gone too deep this time, and I'm not supposed to do that, my best friends advised me on the consequences of falling too deep and hurting myself at the very end, but I just can't help though.
Sometimes, I do feel like giving up and letting go, then maybe I can live better and concentrate on things which are more important?
To let go means I will not turn back again, because once I have made up my mind, that's it, I will not give the issue a second thought!., except if miracles do really happen, which it does not happen in this world.

Got to get back to real business, will update again the next time, have a nice day dear friends!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Love is Complicated

"When you're in love with someone it inspires you and gives you hope. You have faith that even if you can't be with them on earth, that if God wills, you will be with them one day in heaven."


"No one falls in love by choice, it is by chance."
"No one stays in love by chance, it is by work."
"And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by choice."


"Take time to be sure, but be sure not to take too much time."
I have learned not to worry about love;
But to honor its coming with all my heart.


"A heartbreak isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling, and the most painful thing is that no one really hears it except yourself..."


Every time I think it's the end, I see you and I start to feel again...


Why is it that I must climb a hundred mountains to get you when all you need is a smile to get me?


The smallest word I know is 'I',
the sweetest word I know is 'love',
and the only thing that will remind me of that will be 'you'.


Love is when you look back on all the great memories and find out that the one you least expected to fall in love with turns out to be the greatest love of your life..”

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Random

Credit to somebody, found it somewhere.
Find this kinda cool!