Obsess!

Malindi model.

Prima model.

Help me!

I need to get this, haha!

I have always love flats!

I'm still thinking what colour to get!

BMW Z4 sports and Porche Panamera

Porche Panamera 2009 edition. (above pictures only)

BMW Z4 sports 2009 edition.

Kill me or just stranggle me, all I ever want now is the above high-standard posh high-end SPORTS CAR!

I will buy those type of cars one of these days!

Mark my words!

Mama Mia! I'm so Lovin' it!

As you can see from the title of the post above, it was a super wonderful day that I had today!
Went out with the college mates today and we went skating and shopping!
OMG! Shopping!
The word is shopping, that will make my day no matter what happen okay!
I'm freaking obsess over shopping, I can actually die for it!
I'm not exaggerating okay, it's true!
After every exam, I will shop like nobody's business! Haha!
Erm, my friends told me that whenever I go in to any shop, I will actually buy something from there! I can't even believe this, because I do not realise! Haha!
Sorry cash, I can't resist my temptation and addiction! Haha!

Went skating, I fell twice!..but it was all worthwhile, because after the fall, I know how to skate already!
The first fall was like SHIT MEND! I fell on my side way, and I can fell that my bone is aching like Heaven knows how it hurt! I can feel that my bone is so so so so so painful, seems like there's blood cloth on my leg!
I'm going skating with the college mates again during the EDC/EFC periods! Yeah!
Addictive lolx!

Tomorrow will be my last day to enjoy before I cramp for my finals again that are scheduled this early December!
It's karaoke session with my sister Sam and Sabrina and and and my mum!
Haha, it's the family outing mend!
I'm Lovin' it again!
Oh Yeah!

Self-satisfaction!

Today, although I have not finised doing what I'm supposed to do!
I mean revising according to the time table I have planned for myself!, but I'm kind of satisfied though!, because I have managed to finish a few chapters! Yay!

After revising, went for a jog at the stadium, I ran for 4.2km, tiring!
Then, headed to the club for my tennis, I only managed to stroke for half an hour though!
After sweating, I do feel really really great!
I'm Lovin' it!

Got to get back to study mode for 2 hours, right after updating this blog!
Will be heading to pyramid tomorrow to shop and skate! Yeah!
I need to buy something so I will feel satisfied and good after the Mock!
Shopping is the post Mock effect!
Yeah!

Post Mock Effect and Black Hole!

Okay! Calm Down!
Insanity moment had just ended!
I'm now back to my normal routine of life for just 3 days, then it is back to study mode again!
I seriously need to buck up on many things, perhaps studying everyday for freaking many hours!
I just need to overcome these pressure and stress and do my best for the finals!

Mock's just ended, I'm now kind of relax, but I know that I cannot be carried away for the coming weeks!


Oh Ermmm Jeeeeee!!!! (OMG)
I'm now falling into the black hole deeper and deeper and deeper, day by day!
If you are wondering what the black hole, it is just some nonsence ridiculous issues!
I just don't know why I do let this incident happened again in my life, although I promised myself that I will not fall into any black hole again except if miracles and fate really happen!
The main reason is that maybe I do feel that I'm being treated so good, please don't treat me so good, because I know I will not get myself out of this situation if this continue!
OR maybe I'm just being super-duper-over sensitive, everybody is treated like what I have been treated.
For quite some time, I have not been treated so good already, that's why I'm feeling this way, and being sensitive right?
People, just tell me I'm just being over-sensitive please?, because I don't know how much of energy I do have to withstand this type of situation!
Arrrrrggggghhhhh! Help!!!!!!

Tennis and studying.

Lately, I have been going for tennis quite often to de-stress!
When I get to hit the tennis ball with a 'pok' sound on my racquet, I feel super-satisfying can?
Sometimes, I feel like hitting the ball just for the feeling of taking revenge!

Mock is just around the corner, I'm super-duper stress until can die!
I need party after Mock, then after that continue studying for my finals!
I repeat it again, FINALS!

Everything will be fine,
being confident is what I can have and think right now.
Think Positive!
I can do it!

Stress up and Dilemma.

OKAY!
I need to calm down and hope that everything will be fine!
I need to survive the Mock Exams next week, and I know I can do it for sure! *self-motivation*
This exam, I must make sure I make it, because I'm so so so so so desperate, I admit that can?
Although it is not the finals yet, but I must make sure I go through everything this round!
Hope that putting in all my effort and being confidence can lead me to the right path.
I have faith in myself!

On the other hand, I'm in deep shit, if I call that dilemma.
I'm now falling deeper and I'm not falling out anymore.
I don't even know what I want in my life sometimes, so pathetic!
Hopefully that everything will be fine soon.

I read my horoscope everyday, and sometimes it don't really look that good.
The worse thing is that I truly believe 100% in my horoscope.
It's OKAY, just let God decides!

Darlings Birthday!

I would to wish both of my darlings Happie Bufday!

I love them so muchie!

My first darling is my little sister Sabrina and my second darling is my best best best friend Joyous Lau!

Joyous is pretty right?

Haha...bdw, she is available....

Oh Gosh! She is going to get me when she sees this here!

Fate Quotes

“Fate only takes you so far, then it's up to you to make it happen.”

Fates Game.

fate plays with me,
Day in and day out,
I never get what I want no matter how much I plee,
People say things will work but in my head it's an utter doubt,
I'm heart broke and beat down,
My tears take form but no life,
It's like my life is cursed and bound,
I feel like fate and I are in an uncompromising strife,
My emotions are tossed from left to right,
There is no outlet for my feelings,
Life to me is one big fright,
How I feel isn't fate's dealings,
I'm the one who should lead my life!
I'm the one who should determine what to do!
Freedom from fate's grip is what I thrive,
I thought I knew,
But I thought wrong that I determined my own living,
I'm not perfect but then again no one is true,
But fate can be so unforgiving,
I wish I could just get up and flee,
But I'm in a game,
A game that fate plays with me.

Random

What I do for life right now is study study study!
Mock and finals are around the corner and I cannot afford to waste any time, I need to buck up on everything! Gosh!
Saying that I will not waste any of my time, and I'm here right now wasting my time updating my blog!
My blog is the only place that I can release my stress and my anger and also my freaking emotions! Damn it!

I have promised myself that I will finish 3 chapters of law by this week, and I'm freaking sure that I can do it for sure!..because I have already finished 2 chapters of them!
I have already enjoyed my fun times of the year, and it is the time to get on with my job of being a student mend!
I'm quite satisfied today, because I have already finished part of my tax homework, although the lecturer has instructed us to finish part of it only!..and I have freakingly finished almost all of them!
'Semangat Sial'...hopefully I will not have a mental breakdown after my finals! *touchwood*

A new day will start again tomorrow, and I'm going to set my own mission for the day!
I promised myself that I will have a new mission everyday, so that I will live my life to the fullest without wasting any precious moment of it!
'Gambateh Stephanie' *Self-motivation*!

C.A.T Graduation!

Oh Yeah and Hurray!

Finally, I have already graduated from C.A.T (Certified Accounting Techinician), and currently prociding into ACCA!

Today as per the date of 03.10.2009, I went for my graduation ceremony at the Sunway Conversion Centre, I'm just only a techinician, told by my lecturer, I still have a very long way to go to be a professional accountant!

My main aim now is to pass every paper in one attempt, and I want an average score of 70 for all my papers that I'm going to attempt soon. I know this mission will not comes easy, but I will put in all my effort, so that I will not regret later on! I know that I can do it!

Confidence and self-believe are what I need; with the effort that I put in, I'm sure I will make it one day!

I would like to congrats all my fellow dear friends for graduating, and we shall work harder and smarter to achieve our dreams and most importantly, we will graduate during the same time, means in one attempt in every papers!

I know we can do it! All the best yeah!

Lastly, I would like to say a billion-millions thanks to my parents for being at my side during my hard time; without the support you guys have given me, I will not make it for the very first time in my life!

I will not let you guys down! I promise!

I would also like to say thanks to Uncle Boh Leng for being the photographer of the day for my graduation today!

I love the pictures alot, they are wonderful!