What a Life.

Currently, my life is all about revising and watching tv and of course not forgetting shopping!,
but, it will change tremendously next month!,
because I'm going to Singapore to get my PSP 3000, another NIKE snickers, and......haha......my Singapore friends are bringing me for clubbing and so- called real shopping in Singapore.

Is this the time of the year?

Weird things really happen nowadays. And they happened almost all at the same time, is it because that the Love Angels are fighting with the Love Devils? Recently all my friends just broke up with their girlfriend or their boyfriend.

People out there, cheer up!
Being single does not mean it is the end of the world!
Sometimes being single is the best thing! You can actually do whatever you really like without reporting to anybody except your parents! Haha.....
Trust me my dear friends out there, being single is sometimes happier than hooking up with somebody.

*This person typing this here can give people advise while this person is the one that is a big failure in this part* *faint*

.....

To tell or to except>?

*Faint*

Darlings

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER SABRINA AND ALSO MY BEST FRIEND JOYOUS!
I LOVE YOU GUYS VERY MUCHIE!
MUACKXXXXXXX!

CBE test

Oh My God, I'm having my CBE test tomorrow, I'm quite scared.
I need to stay calm to do well, I'm aiming for high marks although I did not do well in my trial and progress test. I know I can do it, never give up!!!!

On the other hand, my friends asked me to do what I really want to do in my life, they said just follow what your heart said. Then, I was like huh? REALLY KA? I wondered why is everybody asking me to do something that is so hard to do in my life, I'm scared!!!!! Arrgh!!!!! HELP ME!!!!
I feel like giving up sometimes, it's kind of heartache and I'm suffering.

One sentence to describe all these that I'm going through now.
THIS IS LIFE.

CBE Test and initial 'T' and of course my DEAREST BEST FRIEND, JOYOUS!!!!

Having CBE (computer based test) next Saturday, under STRESS now!!!!
I must do well!!!!
Wish me luck people, I need it badly!!!!
MuackxxXXXxx.

I still prefer the initial 'T', how?
*Faint*
Give up already lah, Stephanie, don't dream of something that you will not get in your entire life, that initial 'T' and sometimes I called it 'CH'.
Lucky me, I'm already half-way of forgetting him.

Have not chatted with my dearest best friend, Darling Joyous, I miss her so much, Arrgh!!!!!
Last met her during my birthday, that was like June 30th,2008.
Darling Joyous, we have not meet up for 2 months already leh, I miss you so much, if you read this post, MuackxxXXXxx, I miss you. I really appreciate you so much for being my best friend, you really help me so much when I'm down and when I'm having problems in my life, especially the freaking problems of mine with my childhood friend.

Take care people, and have a nice day!!!!
Cheers,
~Steffi~

Olympic 2008 Champions

Lee Chong Wei, you are still the best athlete in the Malaysia team for the Olympic Beijing 2008.
Although you did not win the gold medal for Malaysia, but you did the best for Malaysia with the great effort by winning the first ever SILVER for the single event in badminton for Malaysia.
Congratulation for the great accomplishment. Lin Dan the gold medalist for the badminton single event in the Olympic Beijing 2008.

Bao Chun Lai.

Fu Hai Feng and Cai Yun for the men doubles event in badminton in the Olympic Beijing 2008.

The centre gymnast is my favourite gymnast, He Ke Xin of China, 16 years of age.

Stephanie Rice ofAustralia, my favourite female swimmer.

Michael Phelps is my favourite swimmer for Olympic Beijing 2008.

He is a superstar to me, he is so gifted, and of course with his good looks!

These are all the Olympic Beijing 2008 champions for swimming, gymnastic and badminton.

They are the few Olympians that I love so much, because they were superb in their performance!!!!
Above are their photos.

Miracle.

"Miracle"

Boy meets girl
You were my dream,my world
But i was blind
You cheated on me from behind (not you actually)
So on my own
I feel so all alone
Though I know it's true
I'm still in love with you
I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
It can happen to me
Miracle... Miracle [echo]

Day and night
I'm always by your side
Cause I know for sure
My love is real my feelings pure
So take a try
No need to ask me why
Cause I know it's true
I'm still in love with you
I need a miracle...
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
It can happen to me

Miracle... Miracle [echo]
Miracle... Miracle [echo]

Taurus and Cancer Compatibility.

Heavenly --- Taurus loves to be looked after and Cancer loves money and loyalty. A winner.

For Taurus: Good partnership. You will enhance one another. You offer the Crab the necessary security and in return you receive the affection and loyalty you desire

For Cancer: The Bull is one of your best partners. You are both homebodies who appreciate good food, good quality and thrift. You can keep each other quite happy. Truly an enduring relationship.

Both love home and are sentimental. Cancer is moody and Taurus is even-going and placid. Cancer is very sensitive and Taurus must be careful not to slight Cancers feelings. Taurus is someone Cancer can depend on and Cancer will give Taurus the loyalty they need. Both have the same money goals. Both are ambitious for money and security. This could be a very good mating.



Taurus Man & Cancer Woman
The Cancer lady knows that the way to man's heart is through his stomach and the Taurus has his stomach in just the right spot. Love at first taste ... :-)

This match can definitely lead to "the real thing" with a little loving care. He loves your imagination, which encourages him to be more creative in romancing you. You will satisfy each other抯 deep emotional needs. He wants a private and protected love bubble to cuddle in, and that抯 just what you抮e looking for. He is very sure of himself and where he抯 going, and that makes you feel all warm and safe. You will have a few problems when he tries to control things, but if you can get past them you could truly find love here.

Astrologically, it would be hard to manifest a better match-homebody Cancer Girl loves to share good times with her close friends and family, and hanging out is an important part of her routine. Luckily, Taurus boy feels exactly the same way, and you'll spend many peaceful moments together.

Horoscope. Really True?

She is Cancer and he is Taurus.

Cancer and Taurus:

Cancer sees sensuality and loyalty that satisfies their need for security. Taurus fulfills Cancer抯 secret sexual fantasies. This combination is perfect for sex and romance. They both are emotional, sensual and family oriented.


There is often an element of past romance interfering when these two meet for the first time. They both could leave other love relationships once they have met and fallen in love. Cancer has finally found someone who can provide the right intensity that past lovers were unable to deliver. These two will travel and experience many pleasurable pursuits together. Music and sensual excitement will always be evident in this attraction. Taurus loves Cancers depth and would drop everything in order to hold on to this sexy and mesmerizing sign. Sex could leave them speechless and whatever language they speak, they will not need a translator. Sex will be what attracts them and love will be what ultimately keeps them together. Taurus will need to tone down stubbornness or Cancer will feel left out and become moody. Taurus will understand Cancer more if he or she speaks up and speaks from the heart. Taurus has a stabilizing influence and can bring a sort of sexual healing into Cancers life.


Do not miss out on this opportunity. Both will benefit from this relationship.
Hopefully this is really true!!!!!

Six sense

Olympic has already started and I have the six sense that Lee Chong Wei will win the gold medal for Malaysia's badminton.
Olympic opening ceremony was like so freaking grand, love it so much!!!!!
Love the lightings, thanks to the pyrotechnics.
The performances, thanks to the chereographer ' Zhang Yimou ', who is famous for his film that include ' Raise The Red lantern ', ' Hero ', and ' House Of Flying Daggers '.

CITIUS, ALTIUS, FORTIUS. The Olympic mottos which translates to ' swifter, higher and stronger, will conquer the grand opening of the Olympic, and this is 100% accurate.
The performers practiced for 10 months for the opening, and performed for 2 hours during the opening, and it is all gone, but it is an golden experience in a life time.

During the opening ceremony, I saw a few guys from Luxermburg that are freaking cute and handsome, OH MY GOD!!!!!! Especially the guy holding the flag!!!!!! * faint *
So sorry, I don't really know how to spell the country's name.haha....

I miss my childhood times so much, I want to play with my childhood friends.
Joyous, I miss you so much!!!!!
MuaxxXXXxx.

....

Today was like 'phew'.....
Went to college around 7.30am and reach home around 7.00pm.
Oh My God!!!!! 12 hours mend in one day!!!!
I study longer than people that goes to work!!!!! *faint*
I think next time I will study for 24 hours, just watch out!!!!!

I was freaking tired when I reached home today, actually somebody's suppose to fetch me, but at last I went back on my own. I hate to go back by bus and 'KTM'. The train was freaking hot and smelly when everybody is rushing back home via 'KTM'. Aarrrrgh!!!!!!!!!!

Joyous, I miss you much!!!!!!!!!!!
MuaxxXXXxx!!!!!

Bruises

Bruises on my hand.

Birthday video (2008)

Birthday (2008)

Blueberry Cheesecake

I Miss You Like Crazy.

I used to call you my boy
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again


I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Boy I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you I miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

Missing You Like Crazy!!!!!!

For the past 12 years, I have actually have eyes on you already. Although I'm just a small kid last time, I have fallen for you since then. Now, I know that I must try to forget about you already, but till today I still can't do it. Maybe I still have high hopes on you, and I know that you will never know about this, because you will never read this in your life. Every night before I sleep, I will think about you, I have no idea why I can't control my mind, it just comes naturally......I really miss you like crazy.....you will never know that forever. FATE DO PLAY A BIG ROLE BETWEEN US!!!!!!! HELP ME, GOD!!!!!!!

This is actually my fault, if I have treasured you more since last time, then you will be mine forever already. I know that we have been best friend since young, and this fact will never change in life already. Everytime when I see you with your girlfriend, it felt like my heart has been slashed into half, it really hurts like hell, help me!!!!!!! Should I just give up?? This feelings and situation really tortured me until I feel like crying, but I control my emotion and try to be tough. I do looked tough from the outside, but my heart already bleed and shatterd into pieces!!!! I know you since young, and I felt that it will be a waste if our friendship ends just because of my stupid act and thought. Should I just listen to my best friend's advice to just forget about him?

Help me!!!!!!!! Someone please slap me, I can't take this anymore!!!!!
I really miss you like CRAZY!!!!!!

Poem

I live through my dark existenceonly to bask in your beauty
your eyes that shine like sapphires
your smile that brightens even my sad existence
I envy the wind that runs through your hair
that touches your lips
I long to touch you
to hold you in my arms but I cannot
for your heart belongs to another
so, I can only love you from afar
your friendship means more to me
than anything this world provides
but like an angel you touched my heart
in a way that I've never felt before
cause I've never known what love is until this day
I know that we are only friends
but my heart wishes it to be more
so I will still hope and dream
that one day miracles will happen.

.......

FATED TO LOVE YOU !!!!!!

Miracles? Memories.

~Miracles?
~Hope that miracles happen.
~For once and be satisfied.

~Seeing you more often send my heart into frenzied palpitations.
~Turning back time and wondering, young times are always the best.
~Playing around such as playing ' hide and seek', 'pictionary', 'chasing after each other' and many more make me think of you more often...dearest old friend.
~Going for holidays and spending precious time together make me miss you even more.
~Will it be like last time again?
~Stop dreaming !!!!!!! [ ME ]
~I know that I have missed out that chance and I know that I will never get what I want now.
~I should have treasured you more since last time...dearest old friend.
~Turn back the time please!!!!
~Miracles did not happened last year, should I just give up????
~Everybody knows that the big ' M ' word, MIRACLES, hardly happen. 1%.
~STOP DREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [ ME ]

~I know that you will never read this, so it is just fate that will play a big role between us after all.
~As time pass, will everthing will fine?
~Miracles do happen in real life.
~Hopefully.

Progree Test Results

Got back my progress test results this week....luckily I did quite ok....
Hopefully that I will always get these kind of results....
Actually I can't hope, it's a must for me to do it!!!!!
Go Stephanie!!!! U can do it!!!!!

Joyous, I miss you so muchie!!!!!!

Tired

One word to describe college life, TIRED!!!!!!
Went to college today to take my Progress Test 1 for paper 1 and paper 2.
The test was fine, went throught everything with ease.
Scoring high marks are the problem. Need self-motivation to score high.

After college, went to Pyramid with friends. The "Mega Sale" was like "Oh My God", so many people are still buying things like crazy although times are bad now.....they are rich people so it's ok!!!! Stephanie, "U must "gambateh" to be like them, then U can shop till U broke!!!!!" Wrongly stated by the way, " U won't be broke, although U shop like a crazy lady"...haha, because U are rich!!!! Stop dreaming Stephanie, work hard!!!!!

That's all for the day, homeworks are waiting for me now.

Frustration

What a DAY!!!!!!
Hate it so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hate!!!!! Hate!!!!!! Hate!!!!
I hate you so much, for a small mistake I made , you also want to scold me like hell!!!!!!
Hate You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really really HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Go To Hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Curse you, go and DIE!!!!!!!! ( My curse is always true, BEWARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
You know who you are!!!!!!!
So, just shut up!!!!!!

Busy

* Went to Singapore during June and I have been really busy lately....sorry guys, for not updating recently.

*Chaoz again.....will post my photos about my trip in Singapore.

Broke

*Went for the book fair at KLCC, and then shop shop shop.
*I'm officially broke!!!!!!
*Thanks to the big spender, ME!!!!

Dreams And Wishes

Apple Mac Notebook

Parthenon of Greece

Scuba diving with the colourful fishes.

Bungee dive in New Zealand.

Gondola in Venice.

DREAMS

1.) Travel to my dream country, that is Venice,Italy.

2.) Do the bungee dive.

3.) Earn a million before I'm thirty years old.

4.) Travel around the world.

5.) Bring my parents for holidays around the world.

6.) Learn the language French.

7.) Learn how to fly the plane.

8.) Own a private plane and bring my parents around the world.

9.) Learn how to scuba dive.

Wishes

1.) Go shopping every weekends.

2.) Joyous is my best friend forever.

3.) Buy my own Apple Mac laptop.

Tired.........

* Went to make passport in the morning.
*Went to work after lunch.
*Ate Macdonald for dinner.
*Went back from work at 10pm.
*Worst thing of the day, had a very bad migraine from noon till night.
*Joyous oh Joyous, I miss u so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What a day....

Went for work early in the morning........but I got a blue-blacked on my elbow when I reached hme......

This is what happened, my dad picked me up from work today, and I'm supposed to buy something from a shop. After buying, while I'm going to enter the car, another car is going to pass by, so I hurry up to make way for the other car to pass by. When I opend the car door, I banged my elbow on the car door that is freaking hard while hurrying, after that banged, I felt like I broke my elbow already, but luckily my elbow did not break, blue-blacked only, if not I will be screaming and crying. haha......

My elbow is still so painful, can see the blood clod on my elbow.

That's all folks for today, will blog again another day. Tata....

Books

Currently reading 'Twilight'.

Best Outing Ever With My Best Friend, Joyous.

Stephanie & Joyous

It was May 1st and I just got my salary from my uncle on the previous day, so Joyous and me decided to go shopping on Labour Day.

We went to Sunway Pyramid to empty our purse, not only that, a big hole in our pockets too, because we were alomost broke. We went to Esprit to buy the same clothes, and we were equally satisfied with what we have puchased. Other than that, I went to Nike to buy something for my mum's birthday, a surprise birthday present. Joyous and me walked and walked until we felt like our muscles tore or our legs don't exist anymore, because our legs were equally numbed at that moment.

Moreover, Joyous treated me for an ice-cream. Other than that, at 7.30pm, Joyous parents treated me dinner at Kim Gary and sent me back home after that.

This is the best outing I have ever had in my life. I would like to say a bunch of thank you to my BEST FRIEND JOYOUS for accompanying me.

Best Friends 'Til The End

(Joyous And Stephanie) Best Friends Forever.

Best Friends 'til the end,
That's what we always said,
Even when all hopes were dead.

Best Friends 'til the end,
We will always be,Nothing can ever come between you and me.

Best Friends 'til the end,
Even when nothing will bend,
Our friendship we will always mend.

Best Friends 'til the end,
There's nothing we can't overcome,
I know you'll be there when I need someone.

Best Friends 'til the end,
We will never part,
As long as we have each other in our hearts.

Best Friends 'til the end,
Lies never told,
Standing together so strong and so bold.

Best Friends 'til the end,
With nowhere to begin,
I know I'll never be without you as a friend.

Best Friends 'til the end,
You can cry on my shoulder,
That's what I've always told you.

Best Friends 'til the end,
Through sun and snow,
While others still come and go.

Best Friends 'til the end,
When my light fades away,
You brings back the sunlight into my day.

Best Friends 'til the end,
Nothing else in mind,
Someone who's always there when you're in a bind.

Best Friends 'til the end,
All throughout time,
I'm proud to say you're a friend of mine.

Best Friends 'til the end,
Even with a misunderstandings,
We'll never fight or argue.

Best Friend 'til the end,
Through thick and thin,
A strong friendship will always win.

Best Friends 'til the end,
Through laughter and tears,
With a best friend like you I can overcome any fears.

Best Friend 'til the end,
We share all our dreams,
We will make it by any means.

Best Friends 'til the end,
Our hopes will all come true,
There's no other pair like me and you.

Best Friends 'til the end,
Through highs and lows,
When we're together anything goes well.

Best Friends 'til the end,
We're in the same boat,
But it will always stay afloat.

Best Friends 'til the end,
I'll never be alone again,
As long as I have you as a friend.

Best Friends 'til the end,
No matter what people say,
We will always go our own way.
We may take other paths,
And go separate ways,
But we'll always meet at the bend,
Because we're BEST FRIENDS 'til the end.

You Are My Best Friend!

Best friends we are ,
Best friends we'll be,
For always forever,
You and Me!Longer than a phone call,
Deeper than the sea,
All this belongs to us,
You and Me!Put it in a bottle,
Never let it free,
keep it in your heart,
You and Me!I hope you read this poem,
Remember it for me,
Look after it with care,
You and Me!
(Joyous And Stephanie)

Friends are the best

Friends last forever but not lovers.

Boring.........

Started working this week, it was so boring and tiring.
This is my everyday routine...wake up 7.40am, then go for work, come back 5.oopm, then go for a jog in the park.
My aim now is to earn a lot of money so I can go shopping, haha......my favourite. Other than that, I would like to treat my family members and best friends for a dinner, after I get my salary.
That's all for today, would continue to blog if I'm free.

Books

Currently reading the Shopaholic And Baby.

Targets, Aims, Wishes And Must For 2008.

Targets
* To pass and get distinctions for my CAT examination.
* To be one of the high achievers for CAT examination.


Aims
* To slim down before college starts.
* To get my own laptop.
* To be single until I achieve what I want in my life.


Wishes
* Wish that my family members, friends and best friends will be healthy all year round.
* Wish to travel with my family members and best friends.


Must
* A must to pass all my examination.
* A must to spend my precious time with my family members, friends and best friends.

Went Shopping With Mum

~ Went shopping with mum today.
~Bought a shirt and a surf pants, (fell in love with it)
~Had lunch there and I treated my mum an ice-cream, just love it, heavenly mend!!!!
~Went back home and watched dramas, addicted!!!!!
~Went jogging to get back in shape, haha......
~Ate pizza at home and listen to my new i-pod, haha......
~That's all folks.

Shopping Spree

Joyous and me in Jaya Jusco Bukit Tinggi.

It was a Friday and I decided to go for a shopping spree with Joyous in Jaya Jusco Bukit Tinggi. We went there around 10.30am and spent the whole day there wondering around and also talked non-stop.haha....

I bought a Hush Puppies pants and two romance storybooks in porpular. Joyous bought a bag from Esprit and another bag from WH. We went to Kim Gary for lunch, we spent almost RM60 for lunch, crazy mend!!!!! Broke again..... In Jaya Jusco, I met my sister, Daniel, Tiffany, Chin Cong and Chin Kuan, they ate so many things. Firstly, they went to Pastamania and they went to Kim Gary, Sakae Sushi, New Zealand Natural and lastly Macdonald, crazt right???? I think it must have cost them a big bump!!!!!!

At 5.30pm, Joyous's mum fetched me home and while we were waiting for our transport, we met Gary there. After all, it was a nice outing, because I missed her so much. Muackssss....

Joyous and me....

Joyous and me...

First outing with friends after National Service

Three of us, best friends, Joyous, Zi Hui and Stephanie.

bottom: Joyous, Zi Hui and me...

above: Paul and Jian Wai....

It was just a week after N.S and my group of friends and me went out for an outing in Mid-Valley. I just too happy and excited to meet my best friends, because you can't imagine how mush I missed them!!!!! They are of course Joyous, Zi Hui(my Mr. Handsome), and Aaron. Unfortunately, two of my best friends can't make it, but it's ok, we can always meet up again next time. Other than that, I have also met some of my N.S. mates there.

We went for a movie called "Ah Long Private Limited"( a Singapore production), what a hilarious movie. Moreover, Joyous, Zi Hui and me went to the gardens to buy some japanese snacks. OMG, the japanese snacks coasts me RM35.00, no joke mend, japanese snacks suck blood mend!!!!! Since last time, Japanese sucks human blood by killing people during war time, now their products suck my blood mend!!!! haha......

Zi Hui and Boon went back earlier, because Zi Hui had some function on. While the others went back later on. Joyous and me had "Long John Silver" for dinner, while Aaron and Johnson had "KFC" for dinner. After dinner, Joyous treated me my heavenly favourite ice-cream (Hagen Daaz) !!!!!!! haha......

After eating all those junk and feeling so full, we headed back home. I went back by train with Johnson and Joyous parents picked her up from Mid-Valley. Guess what???? The most terrible thing happened that day to me, that is I lost my most precious N95 mobile phone while in the train, some "stupid idiot" picked-pocket and took away my mobile phone!!!!!! I was with Johnson that time, I tried to control my tears from falling down in front of everybody, until I reached home. When I reached home and start complaining to my dad, my tears started to flow like nobody's business!!!!!!

Although this outing is fun and excited, but I have also learned a lesson that is always hold on to your mobile phone while you are in the train. That's all folks!!!!

Days During Nasional Service

My sisters and me....

My mum and me...

Hui En and me....

Jen-Jen and me...

Hui En and me....

Jian Wai and me....

Aaron, Benjamin and me....

My mum and me...

Joyous and me during the last day Nasional Service.

Mellissa and me...

Mellissa and me.....

Sarah and me.....

Ping Yee and me...

My 'Shuai Ge'(handsome) Zi Hui with me....

Elishia and me...

The Alpha gang and also my group of friends.

Aaron and me during the last day of N.S.

Johnson and me...

Four of us....best friends foriver!!!!!

Hui Min and me....

Aaron and me.... another one of my best friend.

Joyous and me.....muaxxxx my best friend.

Siew Choo and me....

Joyous, Hui En and me going a little wild...haha...

My locker and me......haha....

Celebrating Fong Fong's birthday.

Huh, what are all those pictures above related to?? N.S. = Nasional Service, that is what I'm talking about.......

N.S. ?? oh no, I was so afraid when I was chosen for so-called N.S.

Trying to recall and finally I remembered that during the first day in N.S. was terrible. Reach there around 12pm, time for lunch time and I went to the canteen to eat, the food there was just fine. After eating, I went to the hall for some talk about the life in N.S. Ok, I was send to the so-called Alpha team and placed in dormitory 1.

During the first few days in N.S., was like Oh My God, because it was really freaking boring, really really boring!!!!!! Sleep, eat, sleep,eat...until I met quite a number of best friends in my dormitory, things really changed 360 degrees, that is of course my best friends and soulmates Joyous, Hui En and my shuai ge(handsome) Zi Hui. haha.......love them to the maximum. We will be best friends for life!!!!!!

After nearly a week, we wake up early in morning, early as at 5.00am, crazy mend!!!!! Waking up early in the morning during the first week was really annoying, frustrating, and of course tired!!!!!! We woke at 5.00am, but our roll-call is on 6.30am, that's another crazy thing right?? waking up so early to get ready for roll-call, who needs an hour plus to get ready?? My best friends and I only need 10 minutes to get ready, so we decided to wake at 5.40am the following day although the trainers ask us to wake up at 5.00am. At 6.30am everyday, we will usually get ready for our morning exercise, such as doing warming up for the whole day, jogging around the palm oil estate, and of course marching that we will never miss for at least twice a week in the morning. At 7.30am, we will go for our breakfast, and after that we will change into our class uniform to get ready to go to class.

At 8.30am, we will usually go for our class, that is also the so-called Character Building and Kenegaraan classes. Oh My God again(sorry for using God's name again), classes were really really freaking boring!!!!! Say thank you to Jen-Jen(beautiful girl with a lot of fans in the camp) my character building, kenegaraan classmate and dormitory mate, she really keeps me awake all the times. We really talk a lot, as u can't imagine how much!!!!!! At 10.30am, there will be morning tea break, and we will go to the canteen or maybe just hang out at the hut outside our classroom.

As for lunch break that will be at 12.30pm, we will go to the canteen for lunch or sometimes I will go back to the dormitory to sleep, because I'm too exhausted by noon. Joyous, Zi Hui, Hui En and me will always head back to the dormitory to take a nap for at least an hour. After that, we will get ready again with our uniform as in (half loreng or even full loreng) to go for our physical activities.

Physical activities will start at 2.30pm, just imagine how hot is it to stand under the sun at that time!!!! Physical activities will either be marching, flying fox, or even water confident....haha.....
There's once we went for camping as a module of the physical activities. Camping in the surrounding of the camp, funny right?? And we tracked into the palm oil estate (so-called jungle)...haha....oh ya, food is also provided for us during camping...haha....
4.30pm is time for tea break and we need to line up for roll-call again at 5.30pm for our sports time. We usually jog around the camp. At a time, there's tournament for sports among the companies in the camp, and guess what?? Alpha is the overall champion for the sports module...haha.....

At 6.30pm, we head back to the dormitory to bath and then go for our dinner. After dinner, we will stay back in the dormitory until 8.30pm and then we will head back to the hall again for the talk about the following day activities. Roll-call again at 10.45pm, and after that lights off at 11.30pm, that the scheldule for the whole 3 months mend!!!!!!

At some times, during the nights we have our religion talks, but most of the times, the speaker did not show up and we start to talk among our friends, and that's how we make so many friends in the camp. Other than that, twice a month, my family will visit me and they brought me wonders, because my mum brought me delicious-marvellous food for me and my best friends, my sisters and dad brought me joyful times.

3 months as stated in the letter of N.S., but only 2 months plus and I have finished the programme of N.S. During the last day of N.S., we have a day call the last night, we cried like crazy, because we can't imagine that we are actually leaving this place and continue with our separate life. I will miss my friends and of course my best friends!!!! As for that night, I can't stop crying, because I know that days will not be the same again without them.

For the last three months, I did not actually learn that much, but I have try to change myself to be a more open-minded person, as in more daring to speak up about my opinions. Other than that, I have 5 new best friends, that is Joyous, Zi Hui, Hui En, Aaron and Benjamin. I really appreciate them a lot, they means a lot to me. They helped me a lot when I'm in trouble. Love them to the Maximum!!!!!!! Muaxxxxx......