I want Wedge Shoes!

I want a wedge shoe...but then I'm prohibited from buying, because I bought alot of stuffs this month....*sob*

I'm aiming at one pair of wedge shoes, not included in the pictures above, will get it when I'm allowed..muahahahaha.


I fell in love with the wedge shoes now, Gosh!

Here comes again! Kill me!

Working hard is what I need to do now!

I seriously need to work really really hard from now onwards, I need to pass all my three papers in my Fundamental Skills in ACCA for my PT2, MOCK and of course my Final Exam!
I promise myself that I will at least study or revise a chapter everyday!
I repeat EVERYDAY!
Hardworking huh?
Studying or revising a chapter of Law everyday is kinda torturing, but I know that I must accomplish this everyday mission to pass the freaking memory demanding paper!
I need more vitamin B please!

I'm so so not satisfied in my PT1 results, I feel like dying, seriously!
This is because, I know that I can do much more better than what I have achieved!
Remember? The sky is my limit, I will try my very very very best to achieve whatever I have wanted to achieve until the maximum limits!

Dilemma.

How on Earth did I passed through the first session of Love Struck huh?
Am I really falling into that big hole, that really no matter what happen, I will not have a happy ending?
This is because, for my entire life until now, happy ending is just a crap okay! I always have miserable ending!
I do not believe in miracles anymore, because we as human must work hard and smart in our own way to have a Happy Ending for ourself!
I'm crapping here again, Shit!
Okay, the title above described everything that I'm going through again in less than few months, Damn It!!
Tell me this is just a plain crap or whatsoever that I'm going through again!
I believe that as time pass, I will forget about everything, because I know that we are not compatible and I believe that we don't have any FATE! Seriously!
Hard mission for me mend!
Gambateh! I can do it!

Happie Bufday Dear Angela!

Happie Bufday dear god-sister-in-law!
I miss you so muchie!
We are going to meet up very soon yeah! I'm looking forward towards September! Haha.
Have a blast on your bufday yeah, tell me if Calvin did not give you a huge bufday blast yeah! Haha....Enjoy your day to the maximum yeah! Miss yeah!

Shogun 2!..ya again!

Went to Shogun again! Yeah, the second time!
This time went to Shogun and eat like crazy again, this time, I have a try on everything!
I love the chocolate fondue!
The chocolate is so smooth!
My mum shaked her head, when she looked at the way I ate the chocolate!..hahaha....
I ate raw salmon and oyster too! Oh Yeah!
And I love the green tea cake and the moist chocolate cake, it is so smooth....just the right texture! I'm Lovin' it so much! Oh Yeah!

Dad bought a running shoe for me, because I have already graduated from CAT, Oh Yeah!
I'm Lovin' it!
And mum bought me Diva's accessories, I'm Lovin' it too! Oh Yeah!
And and and and and.....I bought myself a Nike jacket, muahahahaha...I super Love this so much! Can die.

Indeed Productive!

Okay. Today is the most productive day I have gone through in my ACCA life!
Guess what?
I have already finished revising for my Law test schedule next week!
I can't even believe that me, Stephanie Tew Siew Ann can finished revising the subject Law for the upcoming test!
People, this must be a miracle right?
I do feel really super-duper amazing!..because I have done something that I must fulfill in my life!

By the way, about the post that I have posted earlier on, I have already fixed the problem and this make me more happy and satisfied.
I repeat, I'm damn freaking HAPPY now!
This is my no.100th post in this blog!
Happy reading people!

Need to complete my F6, Advance Taxation homework now, because I don't want to work last minute.
Last minute work really sucks to the maximum and it really torture me!
I have the enthusiasm to study and do my homework!
Oh Yeah! Happy!

Improvement.

Yes! I have already improved!
In?
Recently I went to the gym to run on the treadmill, and I'm super happy because I can run for one hour without stopping on the treadmill!...and I burned 550 calorie! I'm super happy can.
I must accomplish my mission yeah!
In one month time!

Heart being stabbed.

Do you ever feel before that you have been stabbed right middle in your heart before?
The feeling is really terrible, that words cannot be used to describe!
When I think of it again and again, tears will be rolling down from my face for sure..how can this ever happened?

I treated her like a real darling since so many years back, and now she is telling me that I don't really care about her...and she said that I treated her good, because I have an intention.
Please lah, I never treat anybody in my life good, just because I want to get something from them for my own use. I'm never like that before, I swear that I treat everybody equally good sincerely.
The worst thing is that I know her since she is a baby and now she is telling this type of things in a sudden, I can't accept this fact right now! I want to cry again. Help me. I can't control myself anymore.

I need to forget about everything and look at the bright side, because life still goes on although reality sucks!
Cheer up! Hopefully!

Not that satisfied after all.

Okay. I'm not doing good here, because I felt that I can do much more better!
I did not put in much effort, so I did not see the results that I really dream of.
Okay, I did say it wrongly, not the results that I dream of, but it is actually the results that I must achieve in my life!

I'm feeling so unsatisfied, because some people can slack around and they still scored so high marks, while I'm the one here doing the job I'm supposed to do and I still did not score high marks!
It's sooooooooo unfair!!
I will put in all my effort from now onwards, right now! seriously!, if not, I'm afraid that I will regret later on.

Must spend more time on study than going out for entertainments already.
No more partying Stephanie!
Get serious!

Shogun

Went Shogun to have a blast of food before checking my results for the day.

I purposely off my handphone before I went for Shogun, so that my friends will not interrupt me when I'm enjoying my superb lunch. haha.

I ate like crazy, seems like I have not eaten for a long time. haha.

I ate a lot of fresh Oysters can!...and they are heavenly! OMG!

After all the eating, shop for a while then headed back home to check my results..haha.

My heart was beating like...erm....superly fast, I thought I was going to have a heart attack mend! Okay, I'm exactly exaggerating here people...don't believe in me please!

I don't even dare to look at my own results mend, I asked my second sister to look at the monitor okay!

I'm so gladful and thankful to God, because I have passed with results that I don't even think I will achieve in my life.

I will work harder and smarter this time, so that I can pass every papers smoothly.

Then, it will be the time for sayonara, so sad.

I will be in many many many miles away in less than a year.

I don't want to leave this beautiful place, okay..I mean leaving my family members and friends behind.

I will miss them so much!

I'm happy!

Okay. I passed all my last four papers in CAT!
I'm freaking happy can?
First of all, I must thank God, because with all the blessings from God, and I have made this far!
I'm very thankful!

Other than that, I would also like to thank my family members and also my friends for their support, without them I will never have these achievements!
Congrats to all my fellow friends, results do not mean everything yeah, what matters the most is that you guys have tried your best.
Never give up yeah!
Love you guys so much!. You guys do mean alot to me in my life.

The journey of ACCA is getting harder and I will make sure that I will do my part to the fullest, so that I will not regret in my life later on.

By the way, it is the time for the revenge of shopping, clubbing and karaoke!
I'm going to enjoy my life for a week, then it is the time to big business again!

Food Sessions!

Went for Chicken Rice and Bak Kut Teh at the same day for the same meal, that was lunch!

Went all the way to Kelana Jaya to have these superb mouth-watering dishes! Oh Yeah!

My tennis pictures.

These are the pictures I took while I'm having my tennis lessons!

Other than that, there's also pictures of David's farewell.

Oops...I forgot to post these pictures up!

I love this sports car so much! Lamborghini!

Took these pictures from inside of the car in Singapore!

I love my family members so muchie!

Since, I have not post any post about my family members, so here this is one of the posts that I'm going to post, and I promise there will be many more posts coming up!

I love my family members so muchie and I will always do!

I'm falling into the big hole again.

You guys must be wondering what is that hole right?
Erm...this hole that I'm describing is a terrible big hole that I usually fall into it.
Luckily this is not that big black hole that I fell into last time, if not I will be so dead!
I'm so happy, because I have managed to climb out from the big black hole, but unfortunately I have fell into another hole.
This time the hole that I fell into is not too deep just like last time, so it will be really easy for me to save myself from climbing out from it!
I know I can do it, by climbing out, and I will make sure I make it this time!, because I know it is really impossible for me to think of the better outcomes!
Except MIRACLES really happen!
Okay, I have said it before, MIRACLES are really BULL SHIT!!, because it never happen in my life before, although I have really worked that hard for that goal of mine!!

Dear friends, if you guys really wonder what the CRAP am I saying or typing here, ask me directly, I will tell you guys, if I think it will not do any harm to me lolx. NO WORRIES!

Love Horoscope for the day, August 15th,2009.

I have no idea why I love to read this love horoscope...hahaha...and I'm posting it up here lolx.

Your lovescope for August 15, 2009
With a racy planetary aspect at play, you have quite a dilemma on your hands. You may have something to tell your loved one. You have worried about this for quite some time, and feel that the truth must come out. However, due to a twist in circumstances, they get to know before you tell them. Now how do you get out of this one? Destiny has entered the situation

My love horoscope for the day!

Your lovescope for August 8, 2009
Hope is something that keeps the darkness at bay - until it ceases to offer any comfort. Sometimes you just have to let a particular door slam shut. Let one chapter of your life close in order to move forward with faith and confidence. Before you lies a new opportunity-filled future. Don't hang on to past issues because of pure sentiment if they are creating too much hurt.

Kind of true!

Love, lust or just a crush?

These are what I have found and I do think they are really true based on my view.
I can't believe they are so true, as in 100% true!

Crush is that teeny-bopper you get that probably comes from a more physical than emotional place. It can turn into love or fade away. Sometimes a mild crush turns almost obsessive with what's called "intrusive thinking", a toxic feeling of longing where you Facebook stalk him as if he were the oxygen you need to breathe.

Lust is the simplest to identify. It's purely based on physical attraction. You're not fussed by his awful dress sense coz all you want to do is rip his clothes off. What's wrong with you? Blame it on the overproduction of the sex hormones, testosterone and oestrogen.

Love is when you're past the crush and lust stage. You like him even after he has done something annoying, you imagine a future with him and you feel loyal to him. Chemicals involved with this feeling are oxytocin and vasopressin. According to researches at University of California, oxytocin is associated wtih the ability to maintain healthy psychological boundaries with others. Vasopressin, on the other hand, is a hormone that promotes feelings of bonding and connection, which is a possible explanation of why lusty love fades as attachment grows within a couple.